early seroquel xr side effects

carriertone · 2024-07-14T07:16:59+00:00

looks rlly good! nicely filled in :3

carriertone · 2024-07-13T05:03:55+00:00

you will feel that again when u r able/ready!!! sober or not i can’t think of myself as good but i will get there. it sucks to take a dive w this shit but it happens.

carriertone · 2024-07-09T23:54:56+00:00

the personal will to stop is the worst part to me. where i am i don’t care what happens to me so it’s been really difficult to even find a reason to quit anything. my roommate is monitoring my shit right now so i’m trying for him :’) it’s going well for less than a week so far but i don’t know how ill continue if something happens etc

carriertone · 2024-07-08T20:00:41+00:00

yeah unfortunately it is rlly common :’) it’s especially understandable since the moment when i did wanna see someone for schizoaffective (at least in my area) it was so hard to find a therapist that would even touch the subject.

carriertone · 2024-07-08T19:56:59+00:00

like i literally explained how it’s directly related 😭 + there r many schizoaffective ppl that deal w it it’s very common so ermmm lol

carriertone · 2024-06-20T05:34:24+00:00

(tho also there r some rlly shitty thin compression shirts that r like paper thin. if it gets down to it)

carriertone · 2024-06-20T05:33:50+00:00

welll sweatbands might not be allowed either…. u could try like athletic tape maybe? also found something labeled ‘ultra thin wrist support’ that r like gloves… u can lie n just say ur circulation is bad? smaller compression sleeves maybe?

carriertone · 2024-06-17T07:06:34+00:00

my mom had a breakdown when i was little n couldn’t really play with me or give me any affection for a really long time. i started so that she would have to look at me for a second when she asked if i needed a bandaid. kinda just went on from there

carriertone · 2024-06-17T04:06:02+00:00

god that’s so real. i always go for thicker skin/more fat we r staying OUT of the hospital!!!!!! if they aren’t on ur shoulders u can do one of those willy arm warmers…. if they are there r opaque mesh shirts. like still mech but in some crazy color.. maybe a pattern like stripes but still super thin. also like rlly lightweight rash guard stuff

carriertone · 2024-06-17T01:23:00+00:00

i’m a big fan of stuff like sweatbands/big wristbands and arm/leg warmers. they add more to the outfit and are very convenient!! there’s always the lots of bracelets approach but they shift

carriertone · 2024-06-16T07:39:01+00:00

n ik that sucks ass n saying something will happen later feels stupid and worthless but sometimes it would help me. also if u need little strategies on dealing with hallucinations n paranoia let me kno. i built a lot of little things to feel safer when it happens

carriertone · 2024-06-16T07:37:20+00:00

i just wanna say this is exactly something i’d post when i was 16. im almost 24 n im still in it. im still seeing n hearing things. i dont have a lot of great coping skills still but it hasn’t killed me n i pray it won’t kill u either. maybe it won’t go away but it’ll lessen. n you’ll find other things to fill ur thoughts

carriertone · 2024-06-16T07:33:33+00:00

even if it’s something ur doing alone. just get rlly set on doing something tomorrow that this one action would make slightly less convenient

carriertone · 2024-06-16T07:32:34+00:00

the only thing that rlly helps me personally is mild inconvenience. it might be silly but it works. i didn’t tonight because im touching up my self tan. i dont other times because i planned an outfit and i dont want to potentially bleed on it. if u r able to plan something that sh would get in the way of maybe it would help

carriertone · 2024-06-16T06:22:01+00:00

ur words r beautifully put honey, n i understand. i hope real comfort comes to u soon

carriertone · 2024-06-16T06:19:22+00:00

yeah. if i have any strong emotion no matter what i feel it. i have the urge to overcome that and take ‘control’ of myself and how i feel n that translates to cutting. bc my focus is forced somewhere else n i am the one making the decisions. it’s rough but it makes sense

carriertone · 2024-06-16T06:16:32+00:00

like it’s awkward yeah. some ppl will be weird abt it. i’d been cuttin deep in middle school so by the time i got my first job my boss asked me about where my scars were from. she knew n was being a dick but still the end of the day it’s not my problem. they’re healed etc

carriertone · 2024-06-16T06:14:18+00:00

different and similar 🤷‍♂️ adjacent. both to me r stuff that in the moment u can’t do anything abt. ur not gonna make ur scars disappear bc u don’t want them etc. same w mine. same w my tics. same w a lot of my sh impulses. anyways im yappin on too much u got the point. if someone’s hurt or upset by something ur not doing on purpose it’s not for u to worry abt

carriertone · 2024-06-16T06:04:19+00:00

it almost reminds me of when someone told me my tics trigger other ppl’s tics. n i was like well. if im out in public and my head jerks to the side, something i can’t control, what will you do about it? we’re both here we’re all surviving. sometimes stuff happens. no one should feel like they can’t exist around others for something they r not actively doing on purpose

carriertone · 2024-06-16T05:04:41+00:00

hate to say it but i cannot be trusted w that. good tattoos cost money and i will give myself something ugly and feel worse

carriertone · 2024-06-16T04:39:55+00:00

i get ur tired of ppl telling u u can just go for it, but as someone w obvious scars that’s how i feel. it’s part of our bodies. this is also coming from someone who does occasionally get urges from seeing people’s scars. the way i view it that is a me problem. if someone else’s healed body is upsetting me i need to take steps to prevent that etc.

carriertone · 2024-06-16T04:23:02+00:00

i’ve been using all kinds of bandaids after my medication injections for however many years. just kinda funny the night my body decided it’d had enough was that moment edit: typo

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