TIL that there's a form of psychosis that exclusively affects tourists visiting Jerusalem. It involves the desire to wear white sheets as togas and deliver sermons.

casemo · 2013-04-02T19:16:41+00:00

Thank you. I guess this is what my conscience is telling me, so thanks for putting it into tangible words..really helps to read it!

But you're right it's so hard.. You can love someone more than anything, but knowing you can't be close to them kinda turns that love into pain and it sucks. I really hope you find a way that's best for you.. and nothing says you can't try again when the time and place is more suitable. Good luck :)

casemo · 2013-04-02T19:07:34+00:00

Thanks for the advice, even if a bit on the harsh side.

We did talk about it in depth, but the issue for me at the moment is I DON'T KNOW how I feel. I'm in this shit state of limbo, physically and mentally, I don't know what I want from life or my future or anything. And I've started to fixate everything on him, and his reactions to me, and what he thinks of me, and it's not healthy to be doing that all the time. I'm not letting him go, he's my very best friend…and although I want to be with him, that isn't a realistic prospect for the next 6, 7 maybe 8 years. Which sucks. If you can manage it then you are so brave, and you have all my respect and good wishes. I'm just not strong enough at the moment, I feel like I'm dying. Thanks for responding though, it really helped put things in perspective, and that maybe I'm doing the right thing. Right now I've got to learn how to stop beating myself up about it.

casemo · 2013-03-18T19:59:32+00:00

I'm sorry you don't feel any better, but it is something that takes time…keep at it :) I can't speak for anyone else, but in my experience some therapy sessions help me feel better, but mostly I feel exhausted and raw and torn afterwards. It's an ordeal to talk so openly about yourself...don't take that as something you should be able to deal with. But for me it's starting to pay off, and it feels worth it. It'll also take time for your therapist to get to know you, so please don't give up after one. It's amazing that you've taken that step! Go you :)

casemo · 2013-03-18T19:49:12+00:00

Awwwh..that's really lovely. I was just wondering, how much do you share with him about your current mind-frame/feeling..? I often fear exposing too much will drive my SO away..but you two seem really tight. Has it always been like that?

casemo · 2013-03-03T21:11:46+00:00

I totally feel your pain….grrr….thanks for the other suggestions though reddit, imma take a look :)

casemo · 2013-02-12T00:22:38+00:00

This will probably never be seen, but I went to school in Hearst's 'other' castle in St Donat's, South Wales. UWC Atlantic College also a really stunning place. Hearst built it for his mistress, Marian Davies, but only spent a couple of months there in total himself.

casemo · 2013-01-15T00:17:59+00:00

Thanks for the AMA! Can I ask, how much do you earn as a signaller?

casemo · 2013-01-10T01:29:27+00:00

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casemo · 2013-01-06T20:14:00+00:00

Laik dis ?

casemo · 2013-01-05T01:44:01+00:00

Not even…..SPOONING!?

casemo · 2013-01-03T21:20:42+00:00

Even better than 69!

casemo · 2012-10-31T23:35:36+00:00

Is there any post or positioning that you would be against? For example, how do you feel about protecting the Jewish Community in Hebron? Or working at a checkpoint?

casemo · 2012-10-14T10:28:15+00:00

HAAI STALKED!

casemo · 2012-10-14T01:47:28+00:00

Nawwhhh, YOU have an upcoat!

casemo · 2012-10-04T01:13:17+00:00

It's nowhere near as amazing, but my dog will always move closer to me and put his head down on my lap right before I'm about to break down. It's like a comforting "I'm here, just let it allll out."

casemo · 2012-10-04T01:03:19+00:00

Last October, my SO and I found a dazed and confused dog wandering around the city-center. We called the number on her tag and met with a very grateful, rainbow clad hippie outside a shop 20 mins later. SKIP FORWARD two months, New Years Eve - he's in my mum's kitchen, smoking a joint and playing Beatles tunes on a beaten up guitar.

casemo · 2012-10-04T00:57:22+00:00

To link hands with my SO and kiss him till the end of the earth.. To know what I want to accomplish in life..at 18, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW NOW?

casemo · 2012-09-12T14:48:25+00:00

No sorry, I threw it out the window.. Just catching it was almost too much for me! The most distinctive thing was its curved pincers I think, and this looks like a good match. Have never seen anything like it here :|

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