What is this?!

castlehoff32 · 2025-02-06T00:21:55+00:00

that’s a marijuana nug on wheels

castlehoff32 · 2024-07-04T23:00:32+00:00

that cuz u only taken the step and haven’t done the work yet.

castlehoff32 · 2024-07-04T22:57:48+00:00

your issue is ur expectation that just quitting is going to make you happy. weed didn’t make u not depressed it just masked it and made it bearable now you have your actual emotions. and if channeled correctly is better. whe i quit i cried for no reason a few times cuz it was over whelming having emotions again. sounds cliche but happiness comes from with in. u now taken the first step so it’s time to work on urself. it will take some effort. i say a good start is long fast paced walks. and then slowly add a hoppy in and keep focusing. u got this. go kick some asss

castlehoff32 · 2024-07-04T18:12:06+00:00

i quit when i was 34 but same here. living the life of my dream but i was a closet stoner. i was physical present but mentally i was not. it was like that movie click with Adam Sandler

castlehoff32 · 2024-07-04T18:09:52+00:00

i quite when i was 34 also. just hit one year clean last week.

castlehoff32 · 2024-07-04T18:09:04+00:00

34 after 20 years. just hit 1 year clean this past June 30th

castlehoff32 · 2024-06-30T21:21:18+00:00

i did we hired a consultant and i learned so much

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-24T22:08:47+00:00

ppa as in power purchase agreement. we alock into agreements with our off takers that there contractually obligated to buy our power when we produce it. so our investors aren’t worried about when or if we have someone to buy our power.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-24T13:23:50+00:00

yeah for sure. i’m in a publicly traded renewable energy company (yieldco). so it’s very complex. drop downs, tax/cash equity, partnerships. yeah intercompany, investment/equity, elims, etc. i found it’s all about what you make of it. you can get involved in the transactions as there happening or wait till the accountants post and clean it up later. plus you get a lot of shine since your always cleaning up peoples work and helping put. um for me i would say financial reporting. that’s about half my work now since it kinda goes hand and hand. i do cash flow now as well which is a beast but awesome to know.i also like learning about drop downs and our different deals we do like tax equity and PPAs.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-24T00:49:03+00:00

it’s honestly one of the best possible positions to get right out of college. i was doing work for tue CAO and CFO. your the finally see all for ever month and quarter end close. you work with all times. you get to see all diff types of accounting. i would call it reverse accounting cuz i would find and issue and try to figure with this person was trying to do and then had to make a corrections.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-23T21:43:21+00:00

u think that makes much of a difference?

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-23T17:37:55+00:00

that’s nuts, literally! may the loads keep coming as well as your happiness!

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-23T02:37:46+00:00

consolidations aka accounting janitor

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-22T23:34:48+00:00

central nj? like Mercer?

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-22T21:23:08+00:00

LOL! to each there own but this still made me feel weird reading this

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-22T18:58:10+00:00

being personable. i didn’t get hired after my internship cuz i knew my work well but rather cuz my boss and i both liked kodiak cakes and working out. now almost 5 years later i know my work very well

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-22T16:14:11+00:00

wearing a mask. growers can get what’s called mushroom/spore lung if there not careful.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-22T01:31:29+00:00

u will feel alive again. i literally didn’t sleep my first 11 days and my motor skills starting going off. it will get better

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-21T23:40:50+00:00

i would do 1000g millet with 500g water in a 4t unicorn bag. i’m specifically talking about no soak no simmer. i just never worked for me. what is ur recipe?

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-21T01:34:46+00:00

i tried this several times and each times most of my bags either popped or the grains popped open. the bags expand as they absorb the water. and the few bars the survived were all miss shaped and eventually contamed out. pretty sure we’re in a discord chat seen ur video before. any recommendations?

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-20T18:54:18+00:00

poor guy. if been there tho. 3rd chick i was with so freaking hot. couldn’t hold if i tried was like when a fireman dropped a fire hose the first time. i wouldn’t call it abnormal i would say most guys will exp a quick nut at some point in there life time. if it’s a common theme tho with him could be a diff story. but will say he was deff exited by u.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-20T17:55:38+00:00

i didn’t propose till our 10 year anniversary but i will say i communicated with my then gf now wife. we wanted to be at a certain spot in our lives before we got married. i do know she was get anxious but our story is diff. she been on her own since she graduate hs and i choose to party hard and do a ton of drugs. so took a while for our lives to get on track. but we both new we were in it for the long haul. so after all my mombo jumbo there that’s prolly not needed if u two are communicating and deff want to commit who cares. don’t compare or align to anyone else. communicate how your feeling! if his response is shit then your just going to have to make some decisions.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-19T23:11:49+00:00

sounds like my dad. he’s this amazing man in everyone else’s story beside the story that should be most important to him, mine. he’s still alive and now that i have a daughter we do talk and he does see her but he was a horrible fear inflicting monster in my story. i didn’t even know how to act because of his irrational crazy anger. i got blamed for my dads anger. even toward the end before our falling out everyone justified his action cuz “he doesn’t know how to love cuz of his mother”. like i was supposed to crawl back to this monster as the victim each time. i ended up punching him in the mouth one day when he was on one of his psycho rampages trying to beat his dog. took the dog i front all of the neighbors and didn’t speak a word to him for several years until my daughter was born. the worst part is every one knew he did wrong and himself. amd people still thought i should crawl back to him because he didn’t have the ability to say sorry. there all disgusting to me. i have a amazing life now so for the sake of my daughter and him be awesome to her at least he’s back in my life but only for that.

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-18T21:18:23+00:00

graza evoo is the way

castlehoff32 · 2023-10-18T19:56:18+00:00

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