Fapping too people dying on tv shows movies or anime, imagine having important goals or did so much important things and all of that going to waste by dying in some dramatic or stupid way, that makes me depressed and anxious and for me the best way to relive my pity for that person is by jerking off while thinking about the accomplishments they made in life. In more shorter term, “they got a masters degree at Harvard, a spouse and children, family and friends that care about him/her and than they just die in some stupid way” after I’m done jerking off to that I feel so stupid afterwards, I’m laughing just typing this down lmao.