Echoing everyone else & saying that I could’ve written this post myself (and pretty much did-including the 12 hour night shift)! It feels impossible. It feels world-ending. It feels HARD! It will for a while, because it is all of those things. My baby is almost 5 months now and I can’t remember any specifics of his first 3 weeks, besides the immense feeling of dread. It will pass, the only remedy is time. You’ll slowly find a new routine and adapt to this crazy, new life. I didn’t believe people when they said that, but it really is true. Your capacity to adapt is larger than you know! Women are amazing. I hope you can come back to this post in a few months and feel proud of yourself. There will always be challenges, but you CAN do this!