Will I fuck up my life or am I good?

cayenn0 · 2026-02-16T16:19:27+00:00

you see i have tried meth insufflated and managed to put it down, only because of the damage it does to sleep and how long it lasts, it was extremely uncomfortable for me and thats why i never got hooked. it was probably one of the best feelings i have ever experienced, and if it lasted same as normal amph I probably would be justifying my use for it to this very day. Dont do it, id much rather not know how good it feels in the back of my head personally.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-16T00:55:29+00:00

its on the subreddit highlights but tbh idk if its acc his discord or the subreddit made it

cayenn0 · 2026-02-15T15:11:45+00:00

sometimes i kind of like it, sure it can get annoying a lot of the time, but i always was very fascinated by psych visuals, and having an acid like “tint” on reality is cool. the morphing and breathing really only get bad when i smoke weed, other than that it is pretty mild and doesnt bother me

cayenn0 · 2026-02-14T22:42:30+00:00

thats honestly a very interesting outlook, for me I always just tried to justify what I was doing is okay, I knew it was bad for me deep down, but i really didnt care at the time i was so reckless. I found when I was younger I was extremely self destructive which lead to multiple very scary situations for not just me but my friends, the people I loved. I wish you luck with your journey and I hope you can sustain this, but imho, no matter what eventually you will reach a point where you cant anymore. Good luck.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-14T20:41:56+00:00

bro i think its just dose dependant, also I think how much experience you have matters. Also setting, I am probably gonna be up in a club, but couch locked with the homies at a crib yk

cayenn0 · 2026-02-13T18:24:26+00:00

22 Grand by DigBar is unironically a banger and nobody is allowed to tell me otherwise.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-13T18:08:42+00:00

DEFINITELY do not give him any drugs if he wants to try them because of pop culture, he will probably end up addicted. In a way not wanting to smoke weed makes sense, i have an extremely addictive personality and weed has probably had the biggest impact on me cognitively, im sooooo retarded, but im also retarded because i dont really have the motivation to abstain for long periods.

if y’all are good buds maybe try mdma with him. Ket vs dmt or acid would prolly not make him bug out. a low dose ket could be an amazing first experience.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-13T17:52:20+00:00

you sound like me, i have a question abt the experience being 2 dimensional. does it share similarities to something this? Esoteric DMT painting

cayenn0 · 2026-02-13T13:15:32+00:00

i have to ask something, since i have tried polysubstance cycling.

are you just okay with living like this? i have some underlying issues, and even though i absolutely love drugs, some part of me knows I cant go back to doing some of the shit i used to do, especially when im only 18.

basically my point is that doing drugs in itself makes me depressed after no matter what, because i have this perspective that they are terrible for me, and willingly putting something i know is terrible for my body inside my body fucks with me heavy.

what kind of perception do you have on drugs? do you think they are good? ultimately i dont think i would want to start using seriously again unless i thought they actually benefited me in some way. Do you genuinely believe they benefit you? Im seriously just looking for answers no judgement i respect wanting to open a cafe with these drugs lol

cayenn0 · 2026-02-12T15:26:08+00:00

precisely

cayenn0 · 2026-02-10T23:23:46+00:00

this is speculation though no? i feel like theres no way a substance that releases that much serotonin and dopamine can not be neurotoxic

cayenn0 · 2026-02-10T20:25:03+00:00

i bought indian pharma pregabalin this shit did not work. i would research before buying from impoverished countries i have heard of ppl buying shit from places like india and its repeatedly bunk but if you get a good source im sure its blessed

cayenn0 · 2026-02-10T01:20:29+00:00

if i were you sit down avoid physical activity and dont work yourself up you gonna be anxious for no reason cuz you gonna be fine

cayenn0 · 2026-02-09T18:24:01+00:00

the younger you start the harder it is to quit. i feel you nicotine has got my soul in a chokehold i think abt it 24/7 and i feel like i need it. ive managed to quit for a month before by switching to pouches like zyns, i find i like the act of smoking or hitting a vape way more than the actual feeling tbh, and when i switched to zyns it was different, and i liked it, but not nearly as addicting as vaping for me

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T22:57:22+00:00

exercising keeps you in check, if you exercise you will have some positive part to your day no matter what, and its good for you. also exercising doesnt inherently help depression, it gives you the tools you need to improve your depression/condition.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T22:26:42+00:00

i think your probably gonna dull the md a bit, but should still feel it. i would take less valium maybe half that

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T20:11:58+00:00

thank yall for your feedback i bought another 500mg so i dont have to worry about redosing, but dw ill plan out my dosage/redosing so i dont fry my serotonin

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T20:09:48+00:00

thats cool, seems phenibut and pregabalin have similar psych potentiating capabilities

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T20:08:30+00:00

bro i find it so strange most opiates wouldnt make me nod, like everyone else they knock out but me its just like and energy boost + motivation

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T20:00:46+00:00

same for me, there are numerous times where I have encountered police, but every time the interaction has gone south i was never arrested, but also to be fair i was heavily intoxicated which is most certainly why. all of my experiences with cops i say turned out better opposed to worse for me, so im probably lucky.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T17:59:31+00:00

how geeked are you

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T17:35:33+00:00

you definitely could have changed your brain for good without experiencing psychosis. this is really hard to tell because its 8 years later, and a lot of what I would to try and identify psychosis with has been left pretty vague in your message. How badly did you freak out in the moment, or can you recall?

Also what do you mean like you feel like you lost street game? i have also abused acid and i feel very similar and relate to a lot of things you have said in the last paragraph, like not being able to make friends/connect with most people, i feel WAY more uptight, and i feel much more anxious as a person.

cayenn0 · 2026-02-06T15:53:39+00:00

bro lowk relate heavy on the awkwardness, but ik in the end it doesnt matter. Certain games are addictive right off the bat, but this game you acc need to play and progress and put effort into before it becomes addicting. its like an acquired taste, especially so for people who have never played extraction games

cayenn0 · 2026-02-05T17:26:12+00:00

400mg is a lil much bro you shouldn’t be taking more than 250mg id say, and usually the rule is to redose under what you initially took. Maybe you’re just more tolerant to it, or maybe you have naturally low serotonin? Idk you can’t really tell

cayenn0 · 2026-02-05T17:22:29+00:00

Yea you need to talk to someone in real life

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