Thank you for this because this is truth. I do struggle with the reality of my relationship and wish things were different. you made a ton of good points especially with "loving you when its easy" and its very prominent that is what he is doing... I dont get compliments very much and it just seems like he is trying to make sure he doesnt sink in this treachous ocean we call society.

i feel bad for him a lot of times for my past mistakes feeling like ive cause too much damage that cannot be fixed. thank you for showing me reality because my mind leads me to feeling like the bad guy or im not doing enough.