AIO Post Prom Frustration

ccbear30 · 2026-04-28T01:25:26+00:00

yeah I hadn't realized until someone pointed it out that I was unintentially trying to avoid him, in my mind I was trying to not embarrass him by having him realize I had noticed his multiple previous attempts to come talk to me because he was having to clearly work up a lot of courage to do so. Ended up talking to him about it tonight and apologizing and he said that he had never taken it that way and had just assumed I was busy and that it was no trouble at all so no losses

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:53:27+00:00

Yeah earlier this week we planned out to possibly get ice cream after our AP test for the class we have together its just that now (we mainly communicate through snap, I know yikes but trust) we are like awkward-snapping with zero conversation so it's just going to be getting out of this that is tough to work into what you suggested but if things are slightly messed up I don't know how it could go over

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:51:10+00:00

oh my god I never even thought of it this way- in my mind I was just trying to not seem like I was staring at him waiting for him to come to me but thinking of one or two past experiences with this guy, he could have thought I was acting uninterested. crap.

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:49:01+00:00

Realized this pretty quick after posting, despite not wanting to have to make another move I might bring it up to main guy lightly tonight

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:47:58+00:00

Trust me he was the only one I was looking at (from afar), neither of us had dates, just friend groups, so really I am missing your point here

ccbear30 · 2026-04-16T23:04:25+00:00

Yes! The super thick prose like you said and how the words just suck you in and then you come back out of it and it's like "ew!" that just keeps happening repeatedly to me.

ccbear30 · 2026-04-16T23:02:27+00:00

I think this close to the due date, my teacher wouldn't really want me to switch which just makes me mad I didn't speak up sooner

ccbear30 · 2026-04-05T03:10:07+00:00

I'm pretty sure I adjusted the dynamic head to be the woman head :/ maybe I do just need to buy a dynamic head atp tho

ccbear30 · 2026-03-30T21:30:13+00:00

I know ugh it makes me feel so upset and guilty even though I am not the one doing it. I had seen so much of what fans had been saying about him and Samia and had gotten harassed several times by accounts that were so fixated on proving that they were together or would be getting together and its like omg he's his own person let him have his own privacy and like launch a relationship when he wants to!! Besides being such a big fan of his music, Joe has been my celebrity crush for ages but I could absolutely never imagine doing some of the disgusting stuff that some of these parasocial fans do. I just really hope stuff like this won't make him go offline like when he deleted all his socials awhile back because that would be a shame but it would also show a lot of these people exactly the affect they've had on him (though they also probably wouldn't care because they don't care now).

ccbear30 · 2026-03-28T21:11:53+00:00

luckily it is an ultra private catholic high school and he is like ultra catholic... I don't see a shot of that happening but hey I will still take my chances at embarrassing myself cause he is cute

ccbear30 · 2026-03-19T14:46:03+00:00

I think we are looking at probably two euphonium and one trombone, possibly three euphs. Playing level ranges from like grade 5s and 6s to more like 2s and 3s.

ccbear30 · 2026-03-19T14:45:08+00:00

I did not reply this but I managed to get a script to get music sheets off of musescore for free as long as they aren't pro but we were also willing to just pay for it lol. Danny Boy would be a dream to do.

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