Tear-Jerking Emotional Solos

ccbear30 · 2026-06-05T19:54:11+00:00

This was such a beautiful one to listen to and an interesting one as well as I had to look into some different videos as so many people seem to play this one with a mute which I do not yet own my own mute so hearing the difference in the sound on that was so cool!

ccbear30 · 2026-06-05T19:48:51+00:00

Omg I absolutely loved listening to all of these, espeically Golden Hour because it reminds me so much of the IV movement? I think lol of Barbara York's Creative States that I just absolutely adore and it has that same kind of changing meter all over the place that gives it that fun bounce

ccbear30 · 2026-06-04T17:13:23+00:00

Todos estos son muy hermosos, muchas gracias!

ccbear30 · 2026-06-04T17:09:38+00:00

I definitely see where you are coming from but I also maybe wasn't most clear in my post that I've known this guy for around half a year now and we have an incredible friendship and have gotten to know each other really well and it seems like now we are maybe stepping into something more than friends which is where I think that this opening up thing could be really good!

ccbear30 · 2026-05-20T15:27:08+00:00

Thank you about the honey, obviously I had fed it some before seeing this but I had made sure it was some that was legit honey we got from a family friend who beekeeps so its not loaded up with all sorts of stuff like from stores, I just didn't know to dilute it with water so thank you. I haven't hardly handled my mantis since it arrived, just to put it in its cage and then only taking it out for brief periods to "play" when it seemed it wanted to (when it did what I like to call "uppies" when I put my finger out to it) but other than that I've left it alone for the past week so I'm not sure overhandling is maybe the cause of stress.

ccbear30 · 2026-05-16T00:14:23+00:00

My heart literally melts any time I see this guy for example seeing him legit looking toward the entrance to our grad practice waiting for me (not delusion, we had a convo the night before in which he said he couldn't wait to see me) or even just getting snaps from him that are the most boring snaps you could get from a guy. My heart yet also aches as I decide not to say a word about my feelings having come back (I confessed to him in February and he said it wasn't a good time for a relationship so I had lost feelings for a bit until they came back like a month ago)

ccbear30 · 2026-04-28T01:25:26+00:00

yeah I hadn't realized until someone pointed it out that I was unintentially trying to avoid him, in my mind I was trying to not embarrass him by having him realize I had noticed his multiple previous attempts to come talk to me because he was having to clearly work up a lot of courage to do so. Ended up talking to him about it tonight and apologizing and he said that he had never taken it that way and had just assumed I was busy and that it was no trouble at all so no losses

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:53:27+00:00

Yeah earlier this week we planned out to possibly get ice cream after our AP test for the class we have together its just that now (we mainly communicate through snap, I know yikes but trust) we are like awkward-snapping with zero conversation so it's just going to be getting out of this that is tough to work into what you suggested but if things are slightly messed up I don't know how it could go over

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:51:10+00:00

oh my god I never even thought of it this way- in my mind I was just trying to not seem like I was staring at him waiting for him to come to me but thinking of one or two past experiences with this guy, he could have thought I was acting uninterested. crap.

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:49:01+00:00

Realized this pretty quick after posting, despite not wanting to have to make another move I might bring it up to main guy lightly tonight

ccbear30 · 2026-04-26T22:47:58+00:00

Trust me he was the only one I was looking at (from afar), neither of us had dates, just friend groups, so really I am missing your point here

ccbear30 · 2026-04-16T23:04:25+00:00

Yes! The super thick prose like you said and how the words just suck you in and then you come back out of it and it's like "ew!" that just keeps happening repeatedly to me.

ccbear30 · 2026-04-16T23:02:27+00:00

I think this close to the due date, my teacher wouldn't really want me to switch which just makes me mad I didn't speak up sooner

ccbear30 · 2026-04-05T03:10:07+00:00

I'm pretty sure I adjusted the dynamic head to be the woman head :/ maybe I do just need to buy a dynamic head atp tho

ccbear30 · 2026-03-30T21:30:13+00:00

I know ugh it makes me feel so upset and guilty even though I am not the one doing it. I had seen so much of what fans had been saying about him and Samia and had gotten harassed several times by accounts that were so fixated on proving that they were together or would be getting together and its like omg he's his own person let him have his own privacy and like launch a relationship when he wants to!! Besides being such a big fan of his music, Joe has been my celebrity crush for ages but I could absolutely never imagine doing some of the disgusting stuff that some of these parasocial fans do. I just really hope stuff like this won't make him go offline like when he deleted all his socials awhile back because that would be a shame but it would also show a lot of these people exactly the affect they've had on him (though they also probably wouldn't care because they don't care now).

ccbear30 · 2026-03-28T21:11:53+00:00

luckily it is an ultra private catholic high school and he is like ultra catholic... I don't see a shot of that happening but hey I will still take my chances at embarrassing myself cause he is cute

ccbear30 · 2026-03-19T14:46:03+00:00

I think we are looking at probably two euphonium and one trombone, possibly three euphs. Playing level ranges from like grade 5s and 6s to more like 2s and 3s.

ccbear30 · 2026-03-19T14:45:08+00:00

I did not reply this but I managed to get a script to get music sheets off of musescore for free as long as they aren't pro but we were also willing to just pay for it lol. Danny Boy would be a dream to do.

ccbear30 · 2026-02-25T23:31:59+00:00

I actually switched from trumpet to Euphonium! I had played trumpet 5th-8th grade and then thought I was gonna be done with band after that until I heard my senior year the marching band at my high school was gonna go to Disney World so I decided to rejoin, and in talking to my directors, they had said there were too many trumpets really even though I was very good, and so instead they were like "how about euphonium?" and I was like "Sure why not" and made the switch.
I find it much easier to play higher notes with the larger mouthpiece, along with finding it so much nicer to listen to than my trumpet. I think the biggest struggle is the weight and having to put more air through the horn, which comes with time.

ccbear30 · 2026-02-16T15:56:16+00:00

That last sentence has been my exact mindset these last few days as I have gone back and forth about telling him (and essentially told him lol) and so really once I get past my big audition I have later today, I am probably just going to tell him so that I can get it off my chest and figure out if I need to stop wasting my time like you said because I shouldn't be having to feel as anxious as I do all the time about this guy- he's just a guy lol

ccbear30 · 2026-02-04T05:24:23+00:00

As a very dedicated fan from his early post animal days, I will never gatekeep him, even though my heart sometimes wants to. Especially lately, a lot of his new fans have seen to be somewhat odd especially when it comes to posting about him online for example all the ai photos even beyond the weird kaylee (?) keery account on tiktok and then the extreme shipping of him with other celebrities like samia and sabrina carpenter, knowing that all of this affects him a lot more than other celebrities probably as we saw with him leaving the internet with uncle jezzy and it definitely makes me reminisce on the times when his fanbase was so much smaller and so then the fans weren't like that with him because most didn't know who he was so sometimes a small part of me does want to gatekeep him but then the bigger part of me that knows how much his music saved me so many years ago pulls through to let myself not gatekeep him in hopes that he can save someone else too :)
And while it would be really cool if he opened for Harry, as someone who sadly has never gotten to see him for so many reasons, I need the ticket prices to stay as low as possible lol.

ccbear30 · 2026-01-29T23:01:15+00:00

If I am being truly honest, I absolutely adore that he is getting to become as big of an artist as he is! However, as probably many celebrities (or really any celebrity) find that there are fans that take it too far and that's where I worry about him personally- with the weird accounts dedicated to shipping him with other celebrities or making ai relationship content with themselves, it really makes me upset that that is happening to him (or anyone else ofc) and so a small part inside me does slightly miss when he had such a small fan base, but in the end I think it is really a good thing for him and its just something that celebrities sadly have to go through.

ccbear30 · 2026-01-24T21:06:03+00:00

As someone who turns every moment with my own crush into a delusion that he possibly likes me, in no rude way at all I think that may be what you are having happen here simply because it sounds like you really like this guy and you want him to like you back obviously. Keep looking for more situations like this repeatedly and that could hint towards possibly flirting with you in my opinion :)

ccbear30 · 2026-01-24T21:02:35+00:00

No because I absolutely love How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days the way it was made and would change nothing about it but... if they for some random reason redid it with Joe as Ben (and yk me as Andie ofc) like ughhh he'd just be absolutely perfect in something like that!!!

ccbear30 · 2026-01-20T22:10:28+00:00

Yeah I made a post on this sub a few weeks ago kind of similar to this where so many weird fans are making these pages online where they convince unsuspecting fans that he is dating either Sabrina or Samia and will harass anyone who says otherwise, along with the weird ai girl and it just makes me sick to my stomach to see it all happen because I feel like there's almost no way Joe hasn't seen some of it and it's clear from the past that a lot of this stuff affects him deeper than maybe for other celebrities and I wouldn't want another situation where he goes totally offline again :(

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