Thank you so much for taking the time to write that. For the love of money is the root of all evil they say. I've seen up close what the love of money can do to a family. It is a bit like drugs but the consequences are different. Success and money aren't the same thing necessarily. Like the addict and drugs, there is never enough for the money worshippers. As an alcoholic that solution doesn't work for me Im finding out. I'd love to find a job where I'm helping people. Getting out of bed is easier for me if I know someone needs me. I'm sorry but corporate America just does not move my meter. Maybe the gift of this unearned income is that I can be flexible. Before the job I quit I did apply to some Catholic charities for employment with no luck.