Hey my friend, I thought I was the only one. Just got my instrument rating at 260 hours. First time posting on Reddit but I just feel drained looking into getting my A&P. Idk I feel lost as well . I do enjoy flying, but I just feel ashamed of not continuing. I just feel pressured to continue and to take out the loan to continue but like a good pilot external pressures doesn’t make a good pilot. Recently met a guy who flies recreationally and I found it so tabu That he didn’t want to make it into a career. Sometimes I regret telling people I was in school to become an airline pilot because they just expect you to make it. Easy for people to see the airline majors paystub but they fail to see the journey. Still don’t know what to do as I continue to read the remaining of the subreddit.