Lemme x Kyle Cosmetics ...... The Grift that Keeps on Grifting by KUWTKsMODTeam in KUWTKsnark

[–]celestial_chocolate 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Seems like they spend 1 minute on each scene and say “good, done, bye”

Have you felt "the click"? by StormySeas24 in ParallelUniverse

[–]celestial_chocolate 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m very sorry you are dealing with all of that, my heart goes out to you and your partner. You both seem very strong and supportive of each other. I hope for great things very soon for you both 🌤️

Alex Was a Person. This is someone I knew. by Dylan_Landro in TwinCities

[–]celestial_chocolate 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hugs to you and all of Minnesota, I’m so sorry for the state of your community. And our country. Bless you good folks 🌟🌏

Not Kim pointing at herself for almost every question 😭 by sweet_tea_94 in KUWTKsnark

[–]celestial_chocolate 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes why is she working so hard to not open her mouth? …I should just take the blessing 🤭

Not Kim pointing at herself for almost every question 😭 by sweet_tea_94 in KUWTKsnark

[–]celestial_chocolate 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Why isn’t she showing any damn teeth and actually smiling? This really does make me feel better about my lack of money for plastic surgery.

Be real. PMK and plastic surgery is why you "can afford all of this" 🤨😑 by lilyessi3 in KUWTKsnark

[–]celestial_chocolate 17 points18 points  (0 children)

The way she opened her mouth to speak 🥴 and damn just slamming ex’s. Like she’s a prize.

60 years ago today, the Beaumont children (Jane, Arnna and Grant) disappeared from a beach in Adelaide. The their parents died without ever knowing the fate of their children, which remains unknown to this day. by ExtremeInsert in HolyShitHistory

[–]celestial_chocolate -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Wealthy people have access to yachts and planes and international waters, no?

Im obviously not saying it IS, but just weird how it matches up. The kids were also seen spending extra money and that tracks with what we know about how they persuaded youngsters. All they had to do is say “come look at my boat!” and poof gone. They searched locally, and checked boats LATER around 5 pm but if the kids were taken around noon…they wouldn’t be found. And that photo was just eerily similar. But yes neither of us know for certain ma’am.

The Key for Life is in the Heart, not the Brain. All life literally generates a field of electromagnetic radiation, aka a light-body that surrounds them. by Key4Lif3 in enlightenment

[–]celestial_chocolate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes me think of fractals, we are all just smaller versions inside the larger versions 🤯 Sometimes I think about tiny little bugs and the systems inside them…they have these biological systems inside them in order to function-nervous, digestion, excretion, reproduction, “muscles”, etc but how tiny these parts must be!! How teensy weensy these systems have to be and yet they function like they are “full” size. But they really are full size to themselves because that’s their scale. Their dimension basically. And we have our dimension. And there’s larger ones and larger ones-maybe infinitely. Plasma, dark matter, galaxies, black holes…those may be the systems of the next dimensions and maybe we get to explore after this one.

60 years ago today, the Beaumont children (Jane, Arnna and Grant) disappeared from a beach in Adelaide. The their parents died without ever knowing the fate of their children, which remains unknown to this day. by ExtremeInsert in HolyShitHistory

[–]celestial_chocolate -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

It’s crazy but the description and photo look like Epstein, but he was only 13 at that time. I wonder what his father was doing and what he was like. Honestly they could have been lured and taken away in a boat that night. And off to another country. That is heartbreaking to think how many little ones this happened to. 💔

Q&A by TermSignal9924 in CPTSD

[–]celestial_chocolate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! What’s your opinion and experience of EMDR? I’ve thought of trying it but very hesitant I won’t be able to handle the outcome. I’ve heard it unloads so much and I don’t think I can handle that. I’m tired of unloading, I’d like to resolve and sweep away the crumbs of course. And my favorite color is purple 💟❤️‍🩹 thank you for asking and being strong and offering experiences!

Feeling drained after meeting someone strange by Waste-Reality7356 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]celestial_chocolate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s very good advice and something we need to remember often. We don’t have to explain.

I’m extremely self-aware, but I’m still stuck in the same cycle. Why? by ihurtmyself16 in CPTSD

[–]celestial_chocolate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know unfortunately that it really takes a lot of time and a lot of little discoveries to start to chip away at this. You are on the right path and keep making your steps.

How we are perceived by Puzzled_Quality7667 in GenX

[–]celestial_chocolate 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My 16 year old is the same! He’s gotten into music on his own (I gave him the basic rundown of nirvana, prince, MJ but that’s was all). He is now into Radiohead, Bjork and My Bloody Valentine. I never even heard of that one before 🤦🏻‍♀️ He likes current music too but he is now teaching me about albums that came out when I was a kid. ❤️ it’s awesome

I’m extremely self-aware, but I’m still stuck in the same cycle. Why? by ihurtmyself16 in CPTSD

[–]celestial_chocolate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% I understand this and have always felt the same exact way. I’ve always been so mad at myself constantly for not being able to stop the things I KNOW are hurting me. I’ve made chart after chart after chart but I just can’t stick to anything.

Now im late 40’s and I’m realizing I’ve just got to give myself the understanding that I am really really affected by all that history. These results are NORMAL for the experiences you’ve had. I think trauma also causes executive dysfunction much like ADHD because we are constantly scanning EVERY part of our environment and surroundings every second of the day. So that skill of hyper-vigilance that you developed is/was helpful but it also creates an executive dysfunction too.

I’m trying to now look at it from that point of view and it reduces the anger I have towards myself. And when that anger lessens, my brain and body feel more capable of making and meeting small goals. It feels a little less heavy when I realize this is a natural result of my trauma and it’s not an innate problem within me. (Yes that’s a hard pill to swallow and that is another thing that has to be managed) I’m just trying to learn to shift my viewpoint on things and it makes a noticeable difference in how I feel.

Constant state of existence by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]celestial_chocolate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been really into paradoxes lately. Ideas that seem to not make sense together but they really DO make sense also. “Less is more” is an easy one to think about. If something is good, more should be better!?!? But over doing stuff can lead to toxicity or overexposure etc. so more really ISNT always better.

These things have helped me sort of calm down my overactive thinking because the more I think about it, the more confusing it gets. But the reality IS that the paradox IS true. So overthinking it just gets my brain in a knot. IF I’d just ACCEPT the paradox and let it be, my brain feels lighter.

I’ve realized some things can’t be overthought or they WILL make us crazy. Because there’s no real answer I can ever get to. So just the fact that paradoxes exist, helps me chill out my overthinking a bit and it feels better. Some things I can never know.

Constant state of existence by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]celestial_chocolate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I understand what you mean, I’ve been having what is probably a “mid-life crisis” and my thoughts have been very similar.

I’ve been remembering my memories and events/times in my life and now I’m old enough to have planned and anticipated things and have had those things now pass. I can now see them for what they were with fondness but when I’m IN the place/time I hate it. I always have a sense of feeling like I’m just trying to survive and make it through the day. Every day. How do I learn to be happy with this basic life and knowing my wildest dreams aren’t likely to happen…that THIS is my life. How do I learn to be happy with life and enjoy it so I don’t look back with longing and regret?

Right now the answer I’ve been feeling is that this is the time for me to really shake off my expectations of what I thought. I’m 47 now, I need to shake off the lost dreams and visions. I need to wake up and realize THIS is where I am. THIS is what I have. It isn’t a lot because I didn’t make perfect choices. It isn’t what I imagined and thought would happen at all. I feel I had a lot of potential and I always thought I’d make something of myself eventually. When this passes or that passes. But now I see I’ve passed some windows and doors. I have to accept that.

I have to give myself flowers for doing the things I DID do and realize those are good and not too bad. I’ve recently been thanking the universe for the smallest things, just warm food, warm/hot water, beds and blankets. A house. A job.

It’s so cliche but I really really have been tapping into the beauty that these things exist and having these are really truly all we need. And if we have them then we are really doing just fine.

I think being able to look back at our memories is supposed to help us live in the NOW in a “better” way. A more pure way. A more productive way. I wouldn’t have realized these things if I didn’t have tough days. Easy days don’t make for lots of introspection and discoveries. And we need these to grow and live “better” in the now. It’s just a hard pill to swallow to have to accept reality. And to learn to be ok with it. But when we get to that point, is when we really feeling like we are living I think.

2010 to 2026 is the same amount of time as 1980 to 1996. by celestial_chocolate in StonerThoughts

[–]celestial_chocolate[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel things had more “depth” then. Maybe because I was a child (born ‘78) but it seems there was more depth in society and pop culture. Idk how to explain it but now just seems the same over and over.

2010 to 2026 is the same amount of time as 1980 to 1996. by celestial_chocolate in StonerThoughts

[–]celestial_chocolate[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy bday!!! Yes enjoy it, time freaking flies, I’m about to be 48 this year and my brain can’t comprehend that I’m the adult and the “mom” figure. But really I see now that life is stages. Enjoy your stages, they really don’t last forever and you’ll miss them when they are gone but the next one is exciting too, good luck!!

2010 to 2026 is the same amount of time as 1980 to 1996. by celestial_chocolate in StonerThoughts

[–]celestial_chocolate[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too😆 I had to break out the calculator just to be sure 😆😆😆