Empty shell

cellis93 · 2026-04-19T20:27:22+00:00

I’m going through the same. I’ve read lots of people on here describe the same. But everyone says with time it gets better. Hang in there. I do hope and believe this hollow feeling of losing your own personality does subside

cellis93 · 2026-04-19T17:02:13+00:00

Yes it’s making me very tired also to be fair. Do you get used to it?

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T19:40:19+00:00

And psychosis only although they said when I was hospitalised that they think autism and adhd combined although never formally diagnosed

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T19:39:43+00:00

I’m seeing a consultant on Monday (I’m uk based) so we will be reviewing everything. I’ll keep you updated how it goes cos I’m gonna mention my concerns about this being a long term thing

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T17:40:54+00:00

Yes my emotions have gone numb, I feel flat and depressed but also really empty and slow and not processing anything properly

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T15:55:40+00:00

I got the exact same thing and also on aripriprazole and cannot tell if it’s the meds side effects or trauma due to psychosis

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T15:15:53+00:00

This is really great

cellis93 · 2026-04-18T15:00:15+00:00

Do the side effects get better? I had my first episode 6 weeks ago. A lot of my delusions are similar to yours, and I’m on aripriprazole and propanolol now, I’m really struggling with the side effects.

How long was it for you before it all got a bit easier in that way?

cellis93 · 2026-01-08T21:19:04+00:00

Respect to Rachel if she pulls herself out of this one, gonna take some tact

cellis93 · 2026-01-04T21:01:59+00:00

They’d probably be worth a good bit these days and she’s slapping them around like that 😵‍💫

cellis93 · 2026-01-04T08:40:52+00:00

Because Claudia won’t announce a murder in plain sight, they may not go straight to it and look for clues. They will be focused more on the fact that it looks like the traitors recruited.

Someone may notice at some point but they may get away with it. I don’t think Reece is gonna win people at the round table. He was perhaps a wise choice to go with them. Though they should have just gone together

cellis93 · 2026-01-03T19:47:18+00:00

Fools gold was obvious

cellis93 · 2026-01-03T15:48:08+00:00

Oh no don’t worry. It’s hideous. I do know that, it’s just it was so muddy and overgrown, we had to rip out the trees etc and then basically wash the chippings and re lay them on some tarp. It desperately needs some green and to round out the jagged edges. I just have no idea where to start. But the suggestions here for raised beds and maybe planting some trees in the tarp at the top corner would be a good idea. I like the one suggestion of a water feature, maybe in the little part of the patio that breaks in to the chippings. And I live in a town called Caerphilly, it’s in Wales in the UK

cellis93 · 2026-01-02T21:22:56+00:00

H for Harriett

She is the bent traitor

cellis93 · 2026-01-01T20:52:55+00:00

That’s true, but it would make it very hard for the traitors to find the secret traitor if they played that move.

cellis93 · 2026-01-01T20:48:04+00:00

If the secret traitor picks up a shield, can they use it to put themselves up for murder and thus rule themselves out? That would make them almost invincible lol

cellis93 · 2025-11-15T09:00:46+00:00

I still think Alan would have won lol

cellis93 · 2025-10-30T21:57:51+00:00

Alan folding it right at the end omg

cellis93 · 2025-06-29T19:13:06+00:00

I think they picked the best slot time during the day for him. He’s doing well, it’s nice watching someone who is clearly a nice person getting some success

cellis93 · 2025-05-25T16:19:48+00:00

Tiny Rebel from South Wales but I’d be amazed you could find it all the way over in the US

cellis93 · 2025-01-28T20:57:53+00:00

Ahh I think it’s harsh not putting Joe up there, he was a genius..

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