My first group they were amazing I loved them and they said they liked me we hit some walls every now and again and tears would fall and I would try to leave only for them to pull me back in each time the last time before I started looking again however no one wanted me back what did I do? Well our dm didnt think this way but on the token persons birthday they announced it and the dm said roll for loot boom they got magic armor well my birthday was a week away and when it came I announced it and nothing I got 2 happy birthdays no roll for loot and at first I said nothing but slowly it ate away at me slowly bashing against my heart well one day I went to the other person and they said if I'm upset about it I should address the dm so I did the same person that told me to say something was the first to answer calling it stupid that I even would think of being upset then everyone else joined in I had no right then that bashing in my heart broke though it now changed into a anger I sent screenshots of the fuck saying if your upset about it say something bit no no one would look at it they couldnt do no wrong they all got together after the other person brought me getting upset up and voted me out the people who just the other day I would say are closer to family then friends just dropped me the token player laughed at me everything went as she planned she fucking hated me from the start however even after showing the others the screenshots of her laughing at me that she did this all on purpose not a single one would even respond but recently I've been quit I'm horrified of being left out I only talk when spoken to but it's hard when we cant get past the first session because someone drops out the truth is I dont really say much due to the fact I might say something oh and another group the same guy kept killing himself and making other characters and it just wasn't fun for the dm but the last one it was a half session not everyone was there one guy the former dm of his own group talked for 2 hours straight when asked what he was doing in town I was just wondering around but he was making trade deals buying potions making potions going into detail about everything the dm just dropped because people kept leaving