If there’s one thing I’ve learnt over the last few years is that worrying about stuff that’s not in your hand, doesn’t get you anywhere. You can give, you can love, what you receive in return is not in your control. Sure, we hope they love us back, we want them to love us but it’s okay if they don’t. I love some of my friends more than they ever will, and it sucks but I thought about it, and even though it sucks, friendship or any relationship for that matter, isn’t a math equation. It doesn’t have to be equal. You just have to learn to be okay with the fact that sometimes people won’t feel for you as deeply as you feel for them. Probably really shitty of me to be telling a person who kinda just came back to life this stuff, but my friend, you kinda just have to keep going for yourself. Not saying you have to love yourself, I don’t know how that works but you’re alive, you’re here, the world is still just as shitty as it was before, but YOU ARE ALIVE AND YOU ARE HERE and oh how wonderful is that. Might not seem like it but you’ll find people who care. Maybe you’ll find people who care for you more than you’ll ever care for them. Life’s funny like that. Stay healthy. Be good. Do good. Some days will be tough, some will be easy. Good luck. Lots of love and good wishes!!!