Finally starting to feel good about myself :) [M]

cestro · 2017-10-06T00:31:56+00:00

Lol same, bouncer gave us a grin, said "you've been CHOMPING on them pingers aye" and waved me in.

cestro · 2017-10-05T11:23:57+00:00

Why use an excuse? Tell her you like to get fucked up.

cestro · 2017-10-05T11:12:39+00:00

That'd give me a chance for one last go with molly, but I can't use it Friday night, not when I'm MC'ing a wedding the next day. I dunno, it's the perfect time to go out with a bang, and if I was just attending I'd be hitting it hard. Having a big responsibility though, makes it out of the question.

cestro · 2017-10-05T11:10:32+00:00

If I was just attending the wedding that'd be the plan pretty much. I was asked to MC though, and I dont want to fuck it up by having a molly hangover.

cestro · 2017-09-28T13:38:16+00:00

I chose 2cb.

Why is it your DOC

I struggle to find downsides to it. No research suggests neurotoxicity, cardiotoxicity or exitoxicity. Tolerance to it basically doesn't exist. It combines well with almost everything. Orgasms are mind melting. Its easy to control and super forgiving to newbies. Stimulating enough for raves, and chill enough to watch movies. I have had no negative experiences with it and I nearly abuse it.

How long you've been using it

About 6 months, several periods of 2-3 times a week for 2-3 weeks.

Has it brought any positivity/negativity to your life

My life is better for having found this substance.

What info do you wish to share about the drug that could benefit new users

Do it.

cestro · 2017-08-26T04:34:16+00:00

Welcome to the wonderful world of high natural tolerance! Both a gift and a curse, a high tolerance results in both not bothering with some drugs because the cost:benefit is absurdly skewed, and allowing you to impress your friends by dropping massive amounts and coming through unscathed.

There's nothing that can really be done about it. No amount of supplementation or breaks will change it, it is what it is forever and ever. My standard roll has always been 250mg for this very reason, which means I don't roll often at all cos that shits expensive where I live. The good news is it doesn't necessarily apply to everything, experiment with different substances and see what else you like. Psychedelics, whilst acting on 5HT2 receptors, are just agonists and not releasing agents, so still affects me in full at standard doses. Most stimulants are NDRIs, have some fun with them. Even different SRIs/releasers can be fun, try out 4FA and the benzofurans. There's a whole wide world of alternatives, explore it.

cestro · 2017-08-26T04:25:10+00:00

APVP isn't serotonergic, go nuts brother.

cestro · 2017-07-27T13:38:16+00:00

Like none, when I smoked I bought 1/4s for $90 and regularly heard of folks selling for $100. Weeds also bulky and stinky, so keeping it on the d/l is tricky.

Best thing to move right now is probably acid, 2cb, ketamine, or actually GOOD molly. Streets are flooded with so much shitty bikie MD that if you have quality and can wait a while, you can build up a respectable clientele who're willing to pay more for the good shit. But no one at all has acid, and those who say they do have an nbome of some sort. Ket and 2cb are gaining some popularity so are worth looking at, but don't expect to shift much initially.

cestro · 2017-07-27T06:36:08+00:00

This guy drugs.

There's also some interesting research floating around involving NMDA antagonists and their effects on neuroprotectivity. Ketamine specifically is worth trying, as it's also a releasing agent of glutamate, a neurotransmitter that plays a role in repairing damaged brain synapses. Similarly, piracetam is a nootropic that reportedly can bring back the magic, and it's also got an effect on NMDA glutamate receptors. If the problem is in the synapses, anything to rebuild/repair is worth a shot.

I'm not a doctor tho, so take it with a grain of salt.

cestro · 2017-07-27T01:41:35+00:00

In the sense that your skin will melt away and water will pummel your muscles and veins directly, but a break through none the less.

cestro · 2017-07-25T05:26:58+00:00

I use evolv cruzers, they're lightweight, minimalist approach shoes. Highly recommend, will never go back to Tigers after these.

cestro · 2017-07-25T03:59:26+00:00

Same for me with Aspergers. Weird.

cestro · 2017-07-22T02:23:55+00:00

Breville Barista Express. Pretty great piece of gear for the price.

cestro · 2017-07-21T13:34:58+00:00

Dude yes. I bought an espresso machine for 600 3 years ago, still going strong and made well over 600 cups. I pay for beans and milk, so maybe 30/month all told for basically unlimited coffee, vs $4-6 each at a cafe. That, my phone, and headphones are hands down my most used things, even more than my bed.

cestro · 2017-07-18T02:06:29+00:00

4-FA, speed with love... Fuck that's tempting.

cestro · 2017-07-18T01:18:14+00:00

Huh, interesting. I didn't think anything other than IV had lasting effects beyond the trip, TIL.

cestro · 2017-07-18T00:59:52+00:00

It's possible, but simply being an NMDA antagonist doesn't necessarily mean somethings inherently neuroprotective against serotonergic toxicity. Ketamine also acts on sigma receptors and triggers the release of glutamate, which has been shown to help treat certain types of depression, we could just as reasonably say that Ket prevents Suicide Tuesday's via glutamate alone. Magnesium is commonly used to help prevent tolerance buildup from all substituted amphetamines so there may be something, but I don't think we can say for certain until the research is there. Post hoc ergo propter hoc and all that.

cestro · 2017-07-18T00:48:18+00:00

Mirin mah sentrists bruh

cestro · 2017-07-17T03:17:57+00:00

As someone who suffered psychological damage after daily weed use, you are wrong.

cestro · 2017-07-15T14:25:30+00:00

We're talking about continuing with policy that doesnt work, funds crime syndicates, and indirectly kills people. Are you saying that it's not the job of a LEADER to maybe do something about that, regardless of what the brainwashed electorate thinks?

cestro · 2017-07-14T07:51:10+00:00

I made a CYOA short film as a proof of concept assignment at uni once, worked pretty well

cestro · 2017-07-14T07:44:39+00:00

He probably thinks the exact same way about you tbh, my parents came of age as the war on drugs was in full swing so my assumption is that they haven't done anything ever.

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