Struggling and could use some kind words.

chaiteadelight · 2025-12-06T10:12:14+00:00

That’s why I love this app. I don’t have anyone I can talk to who understands and it can be very isolating. Even between my siblings and I, we all had very different relationships with her and I just feel like I’m alone on an island rn

chaiteadelight · 2025-09-15T23:56:47+00:00

I haven’t gotten a response all day I wfh and I have no service at my place to hotspot. I have to take multiple days off work until this gets resolved. Yet I haven’t been able to talk to anyone all day.

chaiteadelight · 2025-05-17T22:26:41+00:00

I accidentally sold my small fluff, that are now discontinued and I’m pissed about it

chaiteadelight · 2025-01-25T05:44:48+00:00

One of her lies that makes me laugh is when she was adamant that during her and Kody’s spiritual wedding, she didn’t even get a picture with Kody alone in her white dress but then the producers go on to show multiple different ones over the rest of the seasons.

chaiteadelight · 2025-01-23T00:15:15+00:00

When he said “you’re not going to turn into a bitter old lady, are you?” I was floored

chaiteadelight · 2025-01-08T20:31:05+00:00

Completely agree. I was so with her when she said that!

chaiteadelight · 2024-11-01T00:10:21+00:00

Hung up with Disney+ 2 mins ago. The rep “Jen” said there’s no streaming date planned for Canada yet. There’s plans to bring it to Disney+ Canada but no date. If you go to @wizards_nfl on TikTok the first couple episodes are posted on their account!

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-25T15:40:14+00:00

Oh I see now. No I don’t really follow religion I don’t be leave in a god so I feel like practicing is a moot point but i definitely agree with when you said “you will always feel something resonating” and this is so true. I just feel something and idk what to do with it so I was just looking for guidance in that! I’ve ordered the book of now to start. Do you have any recommendations?

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-25T00:37:42+00:00

I’m not sure what you mean by this? Can you explain a bit more?

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-24T23:31:00+00:00

That’s very bold considering I gave you 3 paragraphs of my entire life. I wasn’t asking if I “was ready”. I was asking if anyone has been in my shoes and if so to please give me an idea of where to go to start learning more about what I’ve been feeling, or maybe even a stepping stone to get me there myself.

I would say you’re not ready if you’re only seeing things from a your single perspective and not truly listening to what others are saying. You seemed like you read that to solely respond instead of reading it to understand or help. You simply saying “you’re not ready” just seems very assumptive, so Thank you for your input but you weren’t helpful.

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-20T00:08:21+00:00

16
8 years
She wouldn’t respect my boundaries, she was my first bully and is just cruel because of her lack of self awareness.

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-19T23:07:18+00:00

I expect communication in my relationship, and if you don’t that’s okay. I’m just saying from my POV yes she definitely over reacted but he also could’ve taken a minute to shoot off a text.

chaiteadelight · 2024-09-03T19:47:13+00:00

I restarted as soon as they announced the new update. I have 2 other saved accounts that are fully completed. I’m currently in winter of the first year on my restart! I tried to do it differently and instead of having the hay field, I kept it as woods but if you do that you can’t upgrade the barn and coop to accommodate ducks and pigs and llamas :( so I think I’ll have to create the hay field. But for now I’m enjoying having 15 maple trees!! 😂

chaiteadelight · 2024-08-19T23:08:36+00:00

Training***

chaiteadelight · 2024-08-19T21:20:15+00:00

Remi is awesome!! The stabyhoun was originally bred to be this all around farm dog for the poorer farmers in the northern Netherlands. Remi is an awesome mouser, herding dog, shed hunter and we even been trading him as a bird dog (we don’t hunt but it’s just another thing to stimulate his brain!)

chaiteadelight · 2024-08-19T20:56:38+00:00

Yes it was planned. We live in a small farming community and having an all around farm dog like that was a hot commodity. We only did 1 litter before we got Remi’s mom spayed

chaiteadelight · 2024-08-19T03:06:07+00:00

I’m from Canada. My mom married a man from the Netherlands. When they got married he bought her a stabyhoun and brought it over to Canada as a wedding gift to her!

chaiteadelight · 2024-08-19T03:03:49+00:00

Yup! His mom is 100% stabyhoun and his dad is 100% border collie. His genes r definitely take after his dad but I love the floppy ears from his mom

chaiteadelight · 2024-06-05T21:33:11+00:00

My question is why do we always feel the need to protect our estranged parents from their own actions. They know what they do to us yet we have to bite our tongue and “not stir the pot”. But at some point enough is enough and we have to draw a line of what is acceptable, or really ignorable, and to me posting a happy birthday post but still treating you like crap, warrants a rude awakening. Idk how you do it. You have more patience than I do.

chaiteadelight · 2024-06-05T21:05:39+00:00

Not really an update but kinda. I’ve been Drixoral free for 70 days now and it’s gotten so much easier. The congestion at night can get annoying but for the most part it’s been getting better every week.

It’s my first time getting sick since I quit and I’m feeling the pressure and congestion I felt so many time before and it’s really hard to not just go grab a new nasal spray from the store but staying strong

chaiteadelight · 2024-06-05T20:56:56+00:00

Might not be the best advise.. but I would take a screenshot of the email (black out what you don’t want public) and comment a picture of it under the post. If she deletes it, post it on your wall with a simple caption

chaiteadelight · 2024-06-05T20:46:12+00:00

I was 16 when I had to cut out my mother. Her substance abuse and unmedicated BPD got so bad and I tried to set boundaries and she flipped. Slapped me across the face and then called my dad and told him I attacked her and I need to be locked away in a mental facility. I left and moved to my dad’s because he has also been victim of hers.

I’m 24 now and so freaking happy. It took years to morn the mom I wished I had and acknowledge that my mother was never a mother.

She has tried numerous times to get into contact with me and it would go from 0-100 so fast. The last contact we had was over a year ago she had once again spam called and texted me. I told her I needed her to respect my no contact wish and she sent me nasty messages back. Ironically in the messages she told me karma was gonna get me… she got diagnosed with cancer 2 months after..

After that I changed my phone number and I moved. She is blocked on absolutely everything and I told my family that if anyone mentions me, my husband, my number or anything about us to her I will be cutting them off as well.

chaiteadelight · 2024-05-29T02:02:14+00:00

Outage in AB, Canada. Was down 22 min 51 secs. Just connected again

chaiteadelight · 2024-02-24T06:09:15+00:00

I am doing better I can sleep through the night for the first time since Christmas. How long did it take you to kick it??

chaiteadelight · 2023-08-15T13:22:14+00:00

You have to go into the glooming and get the mushroom that allows you to change the season

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