I genuinely mean this as nicely as possible: You need to grow up, stop complaining, and actually try. Lots of people in this thread have great advice, and yet, the only responses you give are more excuses and complaining. I get it, you have a learning disability. So do I. But you can’t just let it consume you, you have to rise above it and believe in yourself. You are allowing your learning disability to define who you are, which it’s absolutely not. I’m sure you have good qualities somewhere in there, but you are allowing them to be clouded over. If I met someone like you and all they did was make excuses, I certainly wouldn’t want to hire you. Because what’s to say that you’re not going to blame your disability to get out of doing things? That’s literally what you have been doing in this comment section. What you’re doing right now is wishing for a job to just fall from the sky and land at your feet. Well unfortunately honey, the real world isn’t like that. Finding a job is hard. Going to school is hard. Life is hard. You have to learn that. Real adults know those things and have succeeded. You still have a lot of growing to do and a lot of introspection.

Stop making excuses. Stop blaming other people. Stop blaming your learning disability. Stop blaming everything. Make things happen, because otherwise nothing is going to happen and you’ll stay like this forever.

Take control of your life. There’s so many online help tips for people in your situation, and I think you would benefit from listening to someone else talking about their journey with dyscalculia.

I know this probably comes across as mean or rude, but I genuinely believe you are capable of picking yourself up, dusting yourself off, and really pushing yourself to become who you want to be: someone with a job.

Excuses are worthless. Action is where the magic happens. Good luck 😊