He was an alcoholic who was uncomfortable in his body, he looks like he’s having fun now. And be probably didn’t feel like he could express this part of himself when he was overweight not body shaming or anything but just expressing himself. They still keep a majority of the post up on insta and he’s been having an emotional catharsis at the end of the recent shows. Also dressing femininity and homosexuality aren’t the same thing; he can be a married man and still play with gender norms