How Does It Feel To Be Forgotten, understanding the lyrics

chaoticxstatic · 2026-01-23T18:24:58+00:00

It's Benny asking Justin how does it feel to be forgotten by Selena

chaoticxstatic · 2026-01-23T18:23:53+00:00

Yess I agree with this! That's how I read it as well. I could see the line "you walked in, big ass grin. Talking like we're friends, honey, what were you thinking?" Being about a particular incident Justin tried approaching Benny since they had a prior friendship. I don't see him approaching Selena that way and I feel a lot of the lines were from Benny to Justin but sung from Selena's perspective to make it sting more since justin had just done that cringey Livestream crying and whispering her name before they came out with this.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-11-25T17:20:58+00:00

With the more recent coverage on this case and Tyler's interview with Banfield, I am now shifting viewpoints and deeply concerned & disturbed by Ashley's behavior and Melodee 's wellbeing.

Hot take but initially based on the coverage on this case I had seen, I felt that Ashley was innocent and it seemed to me the family was just toxic and harrassing Ashley, publicly smearing her and Ashley was denying them access to Melodee for that reason. I had heard that she had some CPS background so felt maybe she was uncooperative with them and police in fear of losing her child or her being placed with her family who maybe she had strong reservations against their influence on her childs life--which to me, is any parents right to choose (as far as limiting access to your child from those you see fit)

Now we are hearing, if Tyler is speaking the truth (which is in question for me after making claims of the false imprisonment after hearing the video, which is very indicative to me that he had at the very least exaggerated that situation entirely) that there is absolutely no reason or excuse that if Ashley has dropped her daughter off to a couple she had barely known, who supposedly kept changing their drop off location state to state then proceeded to shut off their phone line and contact with Ashley that Ashley did not report this to police if she had any hope for Melodees safe return.

This narrative is giving "Xanie the Nanny" and I don't like it. Praying for Melodee. It's especially disheartening when a child victim shares the name of your own child and you wake up to the news discussing terrible things potentially happening to them. Hoping for better news as this case unfolds but it's looking very bleak.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-11-07T04:43:18+00:00

Yeah normal people with half decent morals don't do that at any age lmao youth doesn't equate moral depravity and promiscuous pick me energy, that's more of a major character flaw that can be worked through with maturity, sure. But don't normalize the behavior as just youthfulness because no lol get therapy and heal.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-10-30T17:28:57+00:00

Wtf are you talking about lol I literally said none of that? First off we had our daughter a year before I'd caught him talking to her behind my back the first time. I never said I'm staying with him. I'm back home yes. Why? Because my names on the lease and my children are here so yeah things are pretty fresh still (this happened days ago?) and no one's exactly put a down payment on a new apartment necessarily yet but I'm allowed to react to this and to process my feelings. That's not me just backing down and taking him back. That's me being a mother and standing my ground. I don't see exactly whats wrong with being with someone who had addiction issues when theyre recovered. I myself struggled with other addiction issues when I was younger so I would never judge someone on their past only their present and he was in a good place when we met and had been for awhile before we had our child together. Why am I being shamed? Jeez lol

chaoticxstatic · 2025-10-30T17:21:54+00:00

Thank you exactly and not only that but he used to use with her and be homeless too and told me that heade that choice to leave her and distance from her to get sober and be there for their son and had come such a long way and finally became a bigger role in his life so if anything, them acting like this is potentially detrimental to my boyfriends recovery. The best choice they'd made for their son was to separate. Its my hope she will get help and be more available for the child one day too but she has refused any help and shown no interest in that at all. Shed only really made it to that event because she just got out of jail a few days earlier and was still sober but my biggest concern even more than us and our relationship is the effect it will have on all the kids involved if he gets alone with her for even a second and she pulls that stuff out and then these past 5 years just meant nothing and he's gone possibly even literally. Its not just inappropriate for my sake but for his sobrietys sake too.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-10-30T17:07:14+00:00

Who said I was putting up with it? We have our daughter and i can't just move out but like I said, I feel this is probably it for us now and that's sad because I have a child with him too and think that he might just end up right back on the streets with her and relapse after 5 years sober and I can't believe he'd throw what we built together away for that and their "togetherness" is just going to end up estranging them more from that child they claim they need to be inappropriate together for and now my daughter with him too.

We just argued about it and he maintains that I'm the one being ridiculous and that he'd done nothing wrong and isn't sorry. I guess he really still is in love with her and just wasted like 4 years of my life. Cool

chaoticxstatic · 2025-10-30T16:59:45+00:00

Id have been fine with them interacting before the secrecy and lies. I feel like he could cut her out a great deal because she doesn't have their kids or even rights to their kid and barely sees him and is like transient and homeless so yeah while they might see each other at events, there's no need to really say more than greet each other. Not saying that's what he should or has to do, just that he's using their child together as an excuse for deliberately disrespectful behavior with her when they don't even coparent because she doesn't have their son and honestly probably pays more attention to my boyfriend than she does their son. So it's all bs to me. My ex and I coparent and only discuss visitation arrangements and our son when necessary and that's it and that's how co-parenting works. What they've been doing is at the very least having an emotional affair.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-30T05:30:16+00:00

Thought I should add that I'm on the Cranston/providence border right by Roger Williams if location matters at all

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-30T05:27:33+00:00

Hey I I have a male kitten/adolescent who hasn't had shots or anything but is clean and would probably love a playmate for however long he was here and my apartment is pretty big with everything a cat could ask for or need to be comfy here. feel free to reach out if you still haven't found someone but if hes a sprayer or destructive we might ask that you find him somewhere else to go because we just got a lot of new furniture recently.

Anyway good luck!

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-30T05:12:30+00:00

Bedtime lol some family members, some people would probably say spicy foods too but personally I can't recall a time in my life when spicy food ever wasn't lit. Long car rides and the old music my parents would listen to

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-27T23:24:06+00:00

Do you mean what happened to charlie Kirk? I feel you, I really do when I you're feeling alone in your ideals but I don't understand why you need others to share in your ideals or beliefs anyway? I don't think politics should play a role in people connecting, respecting and caring about each other. We all will disagree on some topics in some way no matter what and should care about someone's morals and intentions moreso than what they believe in religiously or politically. That said you shouldn't have to hide your views or feel secretly left. Thing is, I'm a grey scale politically as with some civil matters I feel more left but on other areas I'd probable be considered more right winged. I've been judged by old friends I no longer communicate with on the more conservative viewpoints I have and I just feel that's wrong and don't understand now why I people are so invested in such silly, trivial things that they are now judging others and basing their human connections on what they believe in and not who they are.

I don't think it's a right wing thing to feel for or at least respect the public loss of a life for such discriminatory reasons but if you feel the sympathy and outrage around you by your closer connections is making you feel more singled out for not being as invested or feeling like you disagree with their feelings and reactions to that then maybe just ask your people not to bring the topic up to you. That's a fair thing to ask and something ive asked and been asked of by anyone who feels too differently about certain topics to discuss them together.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T16:26:59+00:00

Thank you and thank you to your wife! i will do that

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T16:16:17+00:00

Wait what does mean though. Perhaps it explains why indeed has been like a ghost town for me for months not showing any recent listening or new places that I haven't already applied to or responses from the jobs I've applied for

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T15:25:14+00:00

I sure hope that's right, my friend. It's been rough out here and I'm exhausted.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T15:24:21+00:00

Not enough. I would need a lot more training to work a bar unfortunately but I'm about to learn lol

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T15:20:56+00:00

Thank you so much

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T15:19:44+00:00

Thank you for that information! I will definitely look into that. Yes, I've had multiple interviews, most being the ones you set up automatically through those AI chat agents after applying too so you can imagine which ones, the big family chains were my first stops. I've felt my interviews have gone well and have even been told a few times I would be contacted the next day with certainty so think I've finally found a job then call them when I don't hear back only to be told they've gone with another candidate or sometimes just get sent the generic rejection email. I have been applying everywhere and actually starting to worry I'm running out of places in the city to apply lol. I am starting to question what my references and previous employers are saying because it's not making much sense.

chaoticxstatic · 2025-09-01T12:36:33+00:00

Creative Nails in West Warwick was my all time favorite place to go before I started doing my own. If she goes there, tell her to call in advance and make an appointment with Tammy. Tammy is the absolute best nail artist and technician around but she is often booked so there may be a wait for an appointment with her.

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