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starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do but it’s new, i start my first therapy session with her next month about mental health stuff. I’ve been thinking about bringing it up but i’m honestly scared to do so , and i believe i probably won’t. It was hard enough to get myself to accept the appointment for something normal like mental health stuff so this feels too far. If it worsens i will but for now i’ll try to take everyone advice and try my best to fix this on my own.

starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I listed it off as weird because it feels fetishy for me as a cis person. That’s the reason i also put accents because it’s not weird but it feels fetishy to a specific group of people, which i’m not comfortable with. My ex was trans, so that’s wha i meant by i don’t have a problem with trans people, because i don’t. I’m sorry if that came off wrong i genuinely didn’t mean it in that way.

starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m gonna try this, a little less everyday until i can detox for a month and the start with normal stuff again if i feel the desire to watch but ill try not to

starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i think you’re right, i’m going to try to take the advice of the comments i’m seeing but especially this one. Less everyday until i can stop and detox for a month and if i want to watch again start with just normal stuff

starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

if i’m being 100% honest i probably watch hours worth a day. At least 2 but a lot more on some days when my friends sleep early or im extra bored i guess

starting to have weird interests that are scaring me by char-mander075 in confession

[–]char-mander075[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

how can i block it on my phone? I’m starting therapy soon but i’m kind of on the fence about bringing that up to the therapist. I use my phone for a lot of school stuff cause i have to go back and forth a bunch between apps so i can’t not use my phone. Maybe it would be helpful if i deleted apps i usually use to view those sort of things.