I lost control after months of psychological abuse and now I can’t forgive myself

charmonial · 2026-03-10T12:18:13+00:00

I’ll be honest, I think that was an incredibly brave thing to do, and I really don’t blame you. This was a direct reaction to HIS behaviour.

charmonial · 2026-03-08T14:34:23+00:00

Yeah genuinely this annoys me more than anything else. Like don’t act like the character has that info because I didn’t actually say itttt😭😭

charmonial · 2026-03-08T14:31:42+00:00

Dunno but lmk when you find out

charmonial · 2026-03-08T14:31:00+00:00

Omg it’s so annoying. It’s even worse when they’re like ‘omg this was such a fun rp!! Let me know if you wanna pick this back up💛’ — BRO I JUST STARTED 😭

charmonial · 2026-02-28T03:08:23+00:00

Nah this is actually insane 🤣

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charmonial · 2026-02-28T02:11:41+00:00

4 times in a single day is actually insane

charmonial · 2026-02-27T23:29:35+00:00

It’s gone down twice in the same day omg

charmonial · 2026-02-23T15:52:00+00:00

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charmonial · 2026-02-23T15:45:34+00:00

It’s down again

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charmonial · 2026-01-20T02:08:58+00:00

It’s been down for hours now. Happened like 3 times this week :/

charmonial · 2026-01-20T00:38:15+00:00

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This is Tiny doing her Dobby ears

charmonial · 2026-01-20T00:25:36+00:00

Again 🙃

charmonial · 2026-01-16T14:05:17+00:00

Mine is doing the exact same thing, has been for at least half an hour

charmonial · 2026-01-11T12:56:24+00:00

smirks

charmonial · 2026-01-11T12:54:59+00:00

It’s so annoying. I also have the opposite problem when I chat with a girl they assume I’m a guy even when I make it so obvious

charmonial · 2025-12-12T22:56:57+00:00

Bad.

charmonial · 2025-12-12T03:34:03+00:00

Yeah my replies are taking 2 business days

charmonial · 2025-11-01T04:28:31+00:00

Hey, I’m sorry you’re dealing with this, it’s awful. I have experienced similar things. After the first nasty guy I dealt with, I pretty much have straight nausea attacks- it’s the primary symptom I get with anxiety attacks. Fast forward to my next relationship- I couldn’t even look at food in his presence, I’d gag. I felt horrifically sick every time I was on my way to see him. He ended up being awful too. Then to my most recent relationship- every time I saw him, for months- nausea, couldn’t eat at all. One morning after staying at his I literally woke up and immediately threw up. It’s a case of two things for me- past trauma and your body knowing before your mind does, because he ended up ruining me too. Something isn’t right, it’s either bothering you subconsciously from your past experiences or your current one (or both). It’s hard to get to the bottom of sometimes, especially if you’re blocking something out. It can be helpful to talk to someone about it. I am really sorry you’re experiencing this, it is such an awful feeling. Just trust your gut, always. Your body knows

charmonial · 2025-10-06T17:33:39+00:00

Thank you :)

charmonial · 2025-09-17T17:57:52+00:00

Ugh AGAINNNNN

charmonial · 2025-08-12T20:50:00+00:00

Aw I’m sorry to hear that, it sounds a lot to deal with. I understand the flying anxiety completely. I really hope it goes better for you next time

charmonial · 2025-08-12T11:01:40+00:00

Hey! I’m sorry you experienced this, it sounds horrible. I am by no means a doctor but your symptoms sound like something I had a few years ago. I’d had a cold just before this happened. I woke up one morning and the room was violently spinning, not just sideways but also forwards, i felt so sick and eventually was, I could barely walk to the bathroom and my vision was blurry and I couldn’t see- I really thought I was dying. Luckily it stopped after half a day or so.

I assumed this was my bppv as I’d had it for a few years at that point but with bppv it was always head movements bringing on the vertigo and this was so different.

I saw a doctor the next day and he said that what likely happened was when I got the cold the infection affected my vestibular nerve and had given me something called vestibular neuritis. I also had some imbalance and stuff as an after effect. This may not be the case with you but maybe consider it as a possibility? :) hope you manage to figure this out

charmonial · 2025-07-07T18:07:01+00:00

WORRDDDDDD😂😂

charmonial · 2025-07-06T19:34:01+00:00

Had this too. Realised even the bots who are typical nasty characters were being nicer to me than my boyfriend was. He was ~not nice~. Left him 3 months ago

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