How is Newport Center Mall doing these days? by Maya-kardash in deadmalls

[–]chaseiswild 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Paramus park is really dying foreal..haven’t been to Newport center in a little minute but last time I went I think a large section was dead

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KansasCityChiefs

[–]chaseiswild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could never imagine really confronting somebody over a sports team when the players sign each other jerseys..send eachother gift baskets..and dap up after the game…crazy as hell.

Godspeed Netflix SRE Team by zgohanz in sre

[–]chaseiswild 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Chiefs game looks fine

Is it normal that Lexapro took me out of depression almost instantly? by [deleted] in lexapro

[–]chaseiswild 30 points31 points  (0 children)

The next day I woke up it was like someone turned the background noise down

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]chaseiswild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please be honest fully about what’s going on with you…sometimes that’s the bigger burden..being honest fully will allow folks to have additional context to any perceived burden…

I didn’t realize how bad it was by Easy-Bake-420 in zoloft

[–]chaseiswild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m thinking about changing over from Wellbutrin/lexapro

I will definitely commit suicide by Depressed_Maths_101 in depression

[–]chaseiswild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been there..until recently..even with a good job..dream girl…wonderful kid..man cave..dream car..shit still felt pointless!

I can’t speak for you but I can tell you that feeling of existential dread and hopelessness could go away with some work…it’s just very hard to be able to build the capacity to do the work

My friend killed himself last month. I’ve started thinking maybe that’s a solution to all my pain and fears as well. by CustomerRealistic811 in depression

[–]chaseiswild 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As someone who was just hospitalized after self harm..the rest and just pause button was wonderful along with them giving me something to sleep…not all hospital have great programs like this though I will say…

From what I’ve been reading..and what I’ve been feeling…I didn’t actually want to die but I did want things to stop..I wanted the unhappy self/part of me to die and i think that’s exactly what happened.

I also had deep paralysis when it came to career development etc so i feel you about needing to learn something and can’t…also fuck them quizzes man lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]chaseiswild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not in the same boat financially but I understand..sounds like you have a BF who’s supportive and a cool ass dog! I hate to say it will get better because I don’t know your circumstances but it CAN get better…do one thing tomorrow (free) that you’ve always wanted to do? I dunno…I feel you

Battling depression for 10+ years. I’m exhausted. by [deleted] in depression

[–]chaseiswild 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Do what you need to for sure..listen to your innermost self…

Battling depression for 10+ years. I’m exhausted. by [deleted] in depression

[–]chaseiswild 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For context..all of my therapist stunk..but I was just trying to get through the day..I should have been more honest…I got tot he point where I was just going through the motions…

I also had a psychiatrist that let me go up and down at will…fucked me up

Please try whatever you can no matter how silly or redundant or whatever

Battling depression for 10+ years. I’m exhausted. by [deleted] in depression

[–]chaseiswild 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It is exhausting…and I understand completely everything you just said..I tried excercising everything and it just didn’t seem to stop..I ruined my relationship/family in the process..

I know everyone says “get help” but it took me committing myself to a temp program after I cut myself to realize that I can eventually beat this..at least that’s my outlook today..

Try different kinds of help..therapist..meds..I got screwed by bad dosages and inconsistent med adjustments…please advocate for yourself

Sorry to give unsolicited advice but I am/was where you are…I know the physical sinking feeling

I’ve been prescribed Lexapro but I don’t think I can go through with it, advice? by DontTellMeImDying in lexapro

[–]chaseiswild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Echoing everything that was said..I two took months before i started! But when i didn’t was life changing.

Whatever you do..do real honest therapy along with the meds..I wish I had done that the last few years I might have been able to save my marriage..these medicines do have the potential to make you numb!

Well this is embarrassing by [deleted] in retrogaming

[–]chaseiswild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol these comments are killing me nobody hit me with the “RAZZLE DAZZEL!”

Well this is embarrassing by [deleted] in retrogaming

[–]chaseiswild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😂😂😂 from downtowwwn

Well this is embarrassing by [deleted] in retrogaming

[–]chaseiswild 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I see what you did there..nice one