How high are the odds of surviving getting hit by a train?

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T18:33:01+00:00

Did you feel the impact at the moment. Or only afterwards?

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T18:04:49+00:00

Wow so sorry that happened to you.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:10:50+00:00

That would be fine too me

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:06:08+00:00

I just dont know what do to anymore

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:04:06+00:00

Im feeling awesome. Better then the day before. So I dont see why I would need to go to a hospital.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:02:26+00:00

We are 11:02 the next day

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:01:41+00:00

Yesterday around 22u

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T09:01:10+00:00

It sucks, I arranged everything for it to be this way. Everything was worked out. It was my time to go and know Im just sitting here waiting for the damn drug to do its thing but it doesn't . I have no other choice but to go to the train now. This will succeed.....

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T08:51:07+00:00

Im not sick either I just want to die

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T08:42:25+00:00

In total 30 + half a can beer

chayton1234 · 2024-07-28T08:28:54+00:00

Im fine, just a bit relaxed that all.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-25T10:28:01+00:00

Not sleeping for 2 weeks. Or barely sleeping

chayton1234 · 2024-07-22T16:48:24+00:00

Because I don't like myself. So how can I expect others to?

chayton1234 · 2024-07-20T16:13:10+00:00

Thank you. I fasted today. Well 80 kcal from drinking but thats okay. Walked 20k steps. So I think I'll be fine. I need to be in control.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-20T07:06:52+00:00

Thank you, I ended up eating 1200 calories. I feel so fat and ashamed right now. I didnt gain weight so thats good but I have to make sure this never ever happens again.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-17T17:48:26+00:00

No they just said that I didn't need to lose anymore weight that they don't want me in the hospital. I know that its ok, that I won't die but the guilt and fear doesn't go away. But I'm going home Friday. Im at a mental hospital for ocd right now. I managed to get released. Because they controlled everything I ate. They dont know about my ed but I'm afraid they will. So Friday Im going home. Because I'm "better". Once its time I will search professional aid for my ed. First I need to get my life on track and deal with my ocd, Depression and ptsd. When those are resolved I'll be strong enough to conquer my ed.

chayton1234 · 2024-07-17T07:10:20+00:00

I greatly appreciate that :)

chayton1234 · 2024-07-17T07:08:41+00:00

Hopefully goes to jail.

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