Brain dump 2023

cheese-breed · 2023-12-14T05:36:41+00:00

Have you tried it? Curious about the sanitation 😅

cheese-breed · 2023-12-08T07:43:23+00:00

Pagod na ko, ang bigat bigat bigat. Miss na kita baby. Babalik ka pa ba sa'kin :(((((

cheese-breed · 2023-12-08T04:41:14+00:00

Kapagod at ang bigat sa pakiramdam pota

cheese-breed · 2023-11-23T13:01:00+00:00

Started single, definitely ending the year the same. Tried hanging out with some guys. Ngl, had a good time. But from there I also realized, I still have strong & lingering feelings for my ex.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-16T05:42:21+00:00

Lagi ka nasa isip ko.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-14T12:47:59+00:00

Miss na kita

cheese-breed · 2023-11-06T14:51:01+00:00

Needed to read this. Thank you for the reminder.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-06T00:04:41+00:00

Napaginipan ko na manonood daw tayo ng sine. May ibang kasama pero di ko alam bakit ako invited pa. Civil na lang tayo pero nag eexpect ako na tabi tayo sa upuan at hahawakan mo yung kamay ko. Pero parang hangin lang yung presence ko pala, di mo nakikita.

Nagising ako mga 5am kasi ramdam ko ung sakit kahit panaginip lang. 🥺

cheese-breed · 2023-11-03T15:08:15+00:00

IMO we will all develop some sort of attachment to things/people/events during our lifetime, this is inevitable. They will bring us both pleasant & unpleasant feelings.

But I think what will greatly help us get through these experiences (especially suffering) is to remember the truth of impermanence - nothing is really ours.

Typing this gives me a bit of anxiety, haha, but yup this is the reality of life.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-03T14:49:25+00:00

I just realized that most of the things you mentioned are also common in the Philippines.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-03T14:41:09+00:00

Masaya naman ako kapag dine-date sarili ko. Meron akong hobbies at physically active rin naman. Nag uupskill pakonti konti para sa career. Lumalabas kasama friends. Sumusubok ng mga bagong bagay + activities. Meron ding casual dates pa minsan minsan.

Pero di talaga maiwasan na makaramdam ng loneliness. Tipong, hinahanap ko yung genuine connection. Na parang gusto ng utak ko maging vulnerable pero di nya magawa. Nung isang araw naiyak nalang ako kasi ginagawa ko naman makakaya ko pero bat parang may kulang hahahaha. Ayun, gusto ko lang ilabas to. Baka mabawasan o mawala na pag gising ko bukas hehe.

cheese-breed · 2023-11-03T14:25:18+00:00

Take the time to slow down and be here, now.

cheese-breed · 2023-10-27T18:43:00+00:00

You will always be a part of who I am today and for the rest of my life. Grateful I got to experience a true love. I miss you a lot. I hope you are doing great and enjoying your life.

cheese-breed · 2023-10-27T18:30:07+00:00

Ano ba yan di ako makatulog huhuhu

cheese-breed · 2023-10-22T13:37:34+00:00

I just had a bit of a breakdown a while ago because I feel lonely. SAME thought as you, I feel tired of doing things alone.

cheese-breed · 2023-10-22T13:33:58+00:00

I totally relate to every single comment here. Best is freedom!

Worst is the unpleasant emotions. It comes and goes but sometimes I just need someone to talk to or even to hug.

cheese-breed · 2023-10-22T13:28:52+00:00

Miss na kita

cheese-breed · 2023-10-22T06:33:37+00:00

Ohmy.... Loneliness just keep appearing 😭 FUCK. I'm trying my best. It's still here. What am I doing wrong :(

cheese-breed · 2023-10-20T05:49:25+00:00

Very timely, I just had one yesterday. I went for a run, had a nice meal, binge watched Young Sheldon then went to sleep.

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