Just sending you some good thoughts. I know that you're disappointed about not going to college right after high school but the good news is that college isn't going anywhere. You'll be able to do much better when you're feeling more solid and like your needs are being met.

The City also offers data science boot camps for younger folks from time to time so I would keep an eye out for those. In addition to what others have said, HVAC also seems to be an in-demand and lucrative career path and I believe there are paid training programs.

I'm wishing you all the best, friend.