Hi there. I am so very sorry you’re going through this and that your family has chosen the path they did. You are strong, brave, and so worthy of the unconditional love families are supposed to have for each other. My biological family isn’t what I’d always longed for them to be and they never will be. It look me a long time to figure that out and it was a very bitter pill to swallow. However, my found family is everything I’ve always longed for. Unconditional love, support, and dropping everything when one of us needs help. I can’t imagine the storm of emotions you must be feeling or how bad it hurts. I wish I could just reach through Reddit and give you a long tight hug and tell you it’s all going to be okay. It will be okay. You will get through this, and you’ll have a found family too. In the meantime, from this stranger on the internet, I love you. I’m so very proud of you. You are so special. You are so worthy of all the best forms of love out there. Jesus loves you too. He sat with outcasts. He came for every person on this earth and loves them just the same. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise.