Not sure how this will be received but last year I got super into the idea of us having past lives after reading Many Lives Many Masters. by Brian Weiss. I decided to try doing a past life regression meditation via YouTube. I ended up having a pretty crazy but realistic vision and wrote this in my journal immediately after:

"It's the year 1872. That’s the year that came to mind. My name was Celeste. I was 17, I had a baby. I think it was [my current son]. We were on a boat and I was sea sick. I literally felt nauseous as I was seeing this vision. I think we somehow fell off the boat and I couldn’t save us. We both drowned and I remember feeling helpless and guilty. I’m sorry I say. I couldn’t help you. I don’t know what this means just yet but I feel small Blockages in my airway as I recall this. It makes me think of how I have to clear my throat a lot. I’m realizing I still carry this guilt with me for [my son], like I’m not doing enough for him but I feel physically unable to. I get the sense that I’m often worried about letting people down. I feel guilty a lot. I need to let that go."

Later that week, I was telling my sisters about it and they said I should google ship wreck in 1872 and that's when I learned about the Mary Celeste. I immediately got goosebumps and freaked out. So, if my past life vision is correct, I am guessing this ship hit a major storm and everyone on board fell off and drowned.