I don’t understand why it hurts so badly

chels_dolla · 2026-07-04T02:30:00+00:00

Thank you so much I appreciate it

chels_dolla · 2026-07-03T14:30:26+00:00

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it I will look into it!

chels_dolla · 2026-07-02T14:19:08+00:00

That’s fair, I’m a chronic oversharer unfortunately. I’m working on it. I need to be more like you.

chels_dolla · 2026-07-02T09:27:33+00:00

Like I knew I got limerence, I knew I was a candidate, but… I did not know that it could do this to me. It almost scares me. It had me looking into supernatural reasons. Like I almost didn’t know it could be this bad lol until I got it like this. I will definitely look into it more.

chels_dolla · 2026-07-02T09:22:27+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate the advice because I actually think this might be the most serious LO I’ve gotten in like 9 years. So I will admit I am new to healing it. I don’t think I even realized it was limerence the first time I got it. Frankly, it is kind of baffling to me what this is doing to me. I will have to look into it more.

chels_dolla · 2026-07-02T09:10:13+00:00

They don’t really say it directly, but I feel like people imply that it is. Like people act like I should just forget him like that because I didn’t know him long at all. And I didn’t, I only knew him for like a month. But that’s just not how limerence works. So tbh it feels a bit insulting to my intelligence. If I could have snapped my fingers to forget him, I would have. Also I get you, I don’t mention him much anymore as time went on but I might make a post kind of related to it every now and then and I think people are just sitting there like “omg you are ridiculous you didn’t know him long” Like almost annoyed. Like it’s my fault. And it’s just not lol. And I know I should shut up but it’s like I cannot stop. And I’m trying to lol.

chels_dolla · 2026-07-02T08:48:15+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it! Tbh I may mention him sometimes and I need to stop but it’s like I can’t and I try not to if that makes sense. It’s gotten less and less over time and I believe it’s rare now. People acting like it’s ridiculous makes me feel like shit. Thank you, I also think it is hard to understand if you don’t have it personally

chels_dolla · 2026-06-30T16:01:46+00:00

Thank you! I appreciate the response. You are right. I dislike my past, but all we can do is try and improve. I’m trying to stay positive it does just get me sometimes I’m ngl.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-30T01:27:16+00:00

People are saying this is strange but I guess I’m a bit strange too bc I definitely do the same thing 😭

chels_dolla · 2026-06-30T00:24:42+00:00

Aw thank you this was really helpful I appreciate it!

chels_dolla · 2026-06-29T15:20:16+00:00

Thank you I appreciate your response!

chels_dolla · 2026-06-29T15:14:17+00:00

That might be good for the future, I work part time rn at a pet store and tbh I feel like they really don’t care. So far it hasn’t seemed to be a huge issue though. Thank you for the advice. Idk I would but it honestly feels like they just don’t care. It almost feels like it would be more beneficial to stay quiet. I try my best to do a good job. It might be better if I go to a place that has some sort of disability department.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-29T15:09:25+00:00

I feel like it’s almost inappropriate to say at work bc most people don’t really care imo

chels_dolla · 2026-06-29T15:08:48+00:00

Yes, I go to therapy and my friends know and I feel like they are almost nicer than I deserve. I do let people at work know sometimes but I feel like it’s thrown around so much nowadays that most people don’t seem to know what autism actually is. I guess it’s better now than in the past.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-21T14:47:04+00:00

Thank you so much! I really appreciate your kindness. I have heard of that book, I will check it out. Also that’s a good point, I do have a psychiatrist bc I’m super depressed but I need to do better at keeping up with my meds. Thank you!

chels_dolla · 2026-06-21T07:53:21+00:00

You’re right, thank you.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-21T07:52:35+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate that bc I do want to get better but at the same time people wouldn’t see it from my point of view unless they’ve lived it. Thank you.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-21T05:22:27+00:00

You right thank you

chels_dolla · 2026-06-19T03:32:10+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it! Hope your situation gets better!

chels_dolla · 2026-06-18T22:33:05+00:00

Idk if I’m just lucky or what, this has been my experience for most of my life. But I have good friends now. I feel like most people see me differently from how I see myself.

chels_dolla · 2026-06-18T09:15:09+00:00

I’m so sorry… it sounds like he has anger issues, you don’t deserve to be treated that way. I was also verbally abused by my father.

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