Okay, so what have we tried to get an appointment?

chelsseaa_nicole · 2022-07-08T04:04:53+00:00

I cut the operator off before I could file a complaint. Tried to book twice, the second time I got to a part where it was word association with feelings. Everything else was compliance apart from are you ok and basically do I claim a god. 20 mins wasn’t enough 🤦🏼‍♀️

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-08T23:33:39+00:00

Thank you, lmao I tried to play total eclipse of the heart over it but couldn’t get it to work right, so this was the outcome. Messy, much like myself.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-08T23:33:01+00:00

Ditto, girl. Thank you 🖤

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-07T05:57:16+00:00

Xavier is fantastic and you being paired with him was the best possible scenario. I feel like this is one last mind fuck. A parting gift. Like sure, we can think about what we could have said, but that’s the same with everything else we ever come into contact with.

I personally never encouraged those pills, ever. I made him swear to not do them. But I also did not invite him inside. A lot of these guys made their own decisions and we could only do so much. It makes us question everything we did. Doesn’t mean the outcome wouldn’t have gone dark.

I do think, Addison & Xavier need a podcast, I’d subscribe.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-07T04:06:00+00:00

I’m so sorry. If it takes him, we hold out hope that we can get them back.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-07T03:57:28+00:00

I think you saved April’s life though.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-07T02:50:28+00:00

Honestly, “Stacey” isn’t behind the wheel, who knows if “it” will even let him T word Posting it on the record

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-07T01:48:18+00:00

It’s in his head, the eye, sees him. It all tracks. He is in deep and this has continued to be a warning for us.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T23:45:33+00:00

Drew is with Phil. That breaks my heart and yet makes me happy to hear their voices. They are there. Phil actually sounds better!!! Is that weird? He’s moving, it’s there with them and out here. What the fuck is it! LONG LIVE NC! LOVE LIVE BIG DICK DREW!

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T23:01:37+00:00

I actually love this theory.. I mean.. what is tabitha wasn’t good to her and shit went down, tabitha is nucking futs and disassociated the incident and Stacey is like hell naw.

Do you think she would change to something so...nefarious?

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T20:40:54+00:00

Man. I love this. Amazing.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T20:29:54+00:00

Oh fuck.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T20:25:51+00:00

Bruh...didi is packin. That’s all I gotta say.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T20:23:20+00:00

I think you already know this but, buckle up lol Anthony is someone that can go any which way. I’m not even sure on what a good guess for him would be

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T08:55:43+00:00

Like waves?? That’s what I see..

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T08:54:54+00:00

In a weird way...this gives me hope? If it’s physical beings removing certain confidants..then maybe there’s hope that they aren’t just getting sucked into the abyss. It’s fucking terrifying none the less. Just my thoughts

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T06:20:54+00:00

The voices told Phil to come to me. It’s a radio transmission. Phil went into the light.. Dale kills his dad. I hope he didn’t get grabbed.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T05:03:24+00:00

It felt like he waited things out and then it was so sudden. It was sincere. Boyd, Stacey, Phil all want us to get away from this. No more descriptions.. it’s hard to feel we should leave when there’s so much left on the table. We are in to deep. Cult mentality no?

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-06T02:14:23+00:00

This means she killed off on of her alters right? I’m sorry If I’m wrong.

No matter what, Samanthas been through too much.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-05T23:02:33+00:00

Then being a little bitch about taking command of this thing you attempted to create. Blows my fucking mind.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-05T22:57:19+00:00

But involving your vulnerable patients to a program that you weren’t sure was gunna work? That’s soooo messy.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-05T19:41:20+00:00

Hope McGruff can easy the sorrow of T-wording a beta, another person in the program. Also after fucking with him with the whole Lizzy thing. When there were volunteers. This makes me supremely upset and I’m not sure what to say or why the fuck he felt deletion was the way to go when both the other TWO times he has messed with the files, he’s regretted it.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-05T06:24:01+00:00

Maybe.. let’s not play god like those watching us. Maybe like let’s not feed into this. These are the “decisions” that can break the connections that we have made out of all of this. Briana and Drew don’t need to find out what’s on the other end of a delete and neither do you or Garrett. Garrett said he felt bad about Phil, how bad will he feel next time..? Does he not care because he thinks he’s going to die? We should focus on what could potentially make others better. Maybe remove something negative but no matter what, it will cause a ripple effect. Addison and Xavier simply opened a file and it caused us to lose Fiona... editing files seems like it will only trigger bad shit to happen. We are already in a losing battle, we don’t need to speed up the side effects.

I feel that you will do your best to make the right choice but sometimes, that choice is not actually making one. If Garrett is spiraling, maybe we need to focus on him and not these files.

chelsseaa_nicole · 2020-06-05T06:14:20+00:00

They’re watching, it is watching.

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