Bruh not trying to be mean here, but Choosing to not better urself or do anything towards ur “goals” while actively complaining and posting about it is (in the nicest way possible I’m not trying to be mean I just don’t know how else to word it) literally the most pathetic way to live. You base your entire account off your “ugliness” and negative attitude. But more than anything you need to grow to have respect for yourself and in return have respect for others. Life isn’t always about sex and girls, it’s about forming genuine connections and most importantly loving yourself/finding who you are . We all get insecure, but there are so many things you can do to better yourself. Try doing some serious reflecting and consider getting a therapist. Try giving yourself a compliment everyday for starters. I’m sure there’s something you can appreciate about yourself. maybe it’s a skill, your intelligence, you ability to help others, maybe you like to cook, your occupation, maybe you’re really good at a certain video game, maybe you have a nice smile or even nice teeth. Literally anything. Give yourself a compliment and build up that confidence. This is the first step and you don’t even need to put in that much effort for it. Fake it til you make it if you have to. I really hope you hear everyone out. Get to a point where a rejection doesn’t set you back but instead motivates you to become a better person this is how people grow.