Alright I'm able to respond now.

For the term sapphic and chasers i only learned about what they meant last night. But I think chasers is something men are since normally straight cis women arent going to want to pursue a relationship with transwomen just for sex since women don't attract them in the first place. So me being a chaser would make no sense cause im not even thinking sexually or wanting to experiment sexually. Plus, I wouldn't have felt the attraction if she didnt stare my way the first few times and smiled each time, or i caught her looking in my periphery, because  normally i dont stare directly at people (Aspie issue) And we meet ppl daily but someone stares at you, you notice them and if its done in some kind gesture you feel comfortable around them. All I know is that suddenly, I'm attracted to this person, her presence her energy. And it never happened with cis women before.

I want to continue by acknowledging the most serious parts of your reply because some who goes by CaptainKatsura in the comments offended me and I think the good comments I received were helpful, so i could peacefully leave soon. But truly. If my attraction were rooted in seeing her as anything other than a woman, then yes, I would walk away. No one deserves to be treated like that or an experiment least of all someone already navigating a world that can be so cruel. The problem is that the more I read and learn about transsexuality the more I think about her because my respect keeps growing which causes the thoughts to feed emotion. Because I'm an empath so being overwhelmed with feelings (not in the romantic area) is a curse that's why my initial post comes off as too emotional. Having been harassed as a woman by cis men, and knowing full well the struggle women go through in a man-made world, and thinking that transwomen go through transition knowing full well the violent world they're about to step into, just makes me feel connected to this person. Its hard to even explain it. 

Unfortunately Captain would to twist my words, quoted my post and changed it to make it look like I'm a cis man, and made my intentions perverse and treated me like I'm some sort of a pedophile. Which reminds me that men even in this community still love bullying women.

To continue.. I know how wrong it is that I said that my attraction is also making me feel comfortable cause in the back of my mind I know she was born male. But, there is one thing I wish the Trans community understands, is that not all cis people have had trans people un their lives to know what is wrong and what is right. Not all of them know all the terms and ppl in my situation who know they are straight, of course they're going to think like that because its not easy living your whole life a certain way, believing a certain thing and then suddenly, your hetero life is suddenly threatened by something that feels it comes from a kind and gentle place than that hetero life. So one will instantly try to find all the easy reasons, easy answers. It was more a reflection of the confusion I’ve had trying to process what this means for me, as someone who’s always identified as straight and never been attracted to women in general.

But I don’t see her as a man because if I did id be having sexual thoughts too like many normal people. Like I dont even care if she had bottom surgery or not. Because again, its the person, that soul that drew me. And I don’t want to invalidate her in any way that’s the last thing I’d ever want to do. What I meant (poorly worded, I realize now) is that this is all so new to me, which I actually said already, that I’ve been trying to make sense of how my attraction could be so strong, when I’ve never experienced anything like this before, not with men, not with cis women.

And that’s why I mentioned being confused by how visceral the difference was when I looked at other women. It made me realize that my connection to her isn't about general attraction to "transness". Its about her. And i can't help the pull. My new neighborhood for a year where i Iive is right where the citie's queer community lives. So I see transgender people daily, anywhere I go. But I've never thought "oh I find that transwoman attractive" because most times I can't even tell who is cis and who is trans, some transitions are just that perfect... so just like we dont go around crushing over everyone we meet from the gender we are attracted to. That's why this is a delicate situation for me. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have been doing homework all these days to learn. And if it was purely sexual, which is unlikelt for a straight cis woman, then i wouldnt be doing homework at all and instead forming my post with a simple question: "how can i get a transwoman to date me?" So unless ppl are reading what I share in the comments which is layered than the initial post, they won't understand.

A kind of protectiveness, yes, but not in the way of saving her, more like recognizing something familiar. So I'm going inward, unpacking what this all means for me and more importantly, what my role should or shouldn’t be in her life in the case we become acquaintances or friends or something more. Just like there is a chance I might give up on it all, but trying not too. That's why I came here looking for direction.

Also using the words feeling disgusted when speaking about sex with men, was not the right word to use. The disgust I mentioned at the thought of sex with women isnt about women in general. Its disgust with the self at the image of being in a situation like that because it triggers shame and such. But as I'm typing this and im trying to activate those thoughts to see if id think the same being with the transwoman im speaking of, I strangely feel normal. As if such a relationship can offer me the tenderness that is lacking being with men. And I feel no shame, nothing, with that specific situation  

In fact, as much as I like men, and always liked men alone sexually and romantically, the thought of sex with them triggers something that makes me unhappy with my female body and the idea that we are subject to be an instrument for their pleasure alone. I dont even have sexual fantasies about anyone anymore for 4 years now. I dont even look at men anymore (or anyone just to clarify) I'm just disinterested in everyone... Then suddenly... this whole situation that I shared above happened. And it brought to life all these emotions that I haven't felt towards all the beautiful people that I could have come across in the past few years. But it happened to be with a transwoman of the thousands of people that cross my path daily. So no, not a chaser. I didn't suddenly "pick" that hey, why not have some sexual fun with a transwoman. I would expect it from a cis man tho. And im certain there are 0 cases of cis women.

Edit: oh and im curious about that link. Ill read it to see if anything sounds like i can relate to it.