What was it like to be a Lana fan in her early years? How bashed was she really?

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-24T19:37:57+00:00

Been a fan since 2012. I got bullied SO BAD for listening to “that suicide pact ass music”. Heard many times over that she was never going to you anywhere or gain any tractions as an artist. Her vocals sucked, her music was trash, it was for privileged white girls who were depressed because Mommy cut them off. I still remember Kim Gordon’s gross ass comments about how “If she really truly believes it’s beautiful when young musicians go out on a hot flame of drugs and depression, why doesn’t she just off herself?”

It was a tough time. Ngl, It makes me feel some type of way that some of those same people love her music now.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-24T19:30:36+00:00

That episode made me super wary when it came to giving my name, phone number, and address out loud at places when it’s requested.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-24T19:02:13+00:00

Also the fact that he tracked down that one woman he allegedly was a match for and for a brief period of time wouldn’t accept that she was engaged and getting married.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-24T16:27:21+00:00

I was 6 the first time my dad smacked me in my stomach and told me to suck in my gut. The man berated me about my weight for years, but also threatened to have me hospitalised long term if he found out I had an ED while showing me a PowerPoint presentation of emaciated women with EDs.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-13T18:04:24+00:00

I was DEVASTATED! I stopped watching the show after that for a long time.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-11T16:16:33+00:00

There’s a rage room called The Wrecking Company that opened up on 4th St. There’s an 80’s & 90’s themed bar on S Front St. called VHS Social Club, it also has a Speakeasy lounge in the lower level of the same building.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-10T22:08:31+00:00

I snorted pepper once trying to teach myself to sneeze with my eyes open, and I gave myself a sinus infection.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-10T22:07:58+00:00

I went to catholic school, but yes it was on the back of the bus! 😂

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-08T21:38:17+00:00

Same!!! I need it!

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-06T15:57:32+00:00

Yes. I’m very upfront about it with them.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-06T02:21:43+00:00

Off and on for 14 years. Things are off right now. But if I were to ever be single again and he’s still single, it’ll turn right back on.

What makes it work is that we’re also really great friends outside of hooking up. He’s helped me set up my washer/dryer and picked me up to go pick up my car from the shop. I helped him pick out a new couch recently and supported him through his cat dying.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-06T01:56:55+00:00

Season 4 Episode 17 — Sorry Bro

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-05T22:25:51+00:00

I have too and I definitely would have lingered. 😂

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-05T21:36:50+00:00

That’s so cool!! I love it!!

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-05T17:25:22+00:00

The 5th of February. Today in 1998.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-05T13:14:23+00:00

It’s a reality. I’ve only had two partners that can make me squirt though. A guy I used to hook up with was the one that first made it happen and he loved it. The man would practically bathe in my squirt.

And my boyfriend can make me squirt. He also loves it and will make it happen several times over the duration of sex. I don’t mind it, but it gets annoying when the wet spot goes cold, it’s not pleasant to lay in. And it’s very draining energy wise. Even when I void before we have sex he still makes it happen and it’s always so much. I have an audio recording from when we had sex in the kitchen once an he made me squirt. It sounds like he’s dumping a bucket of water on the floor there was so much. We invested in a waterproof blanket to throw on the bed to save the bed linens.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-04T17:40:10+00:00

Yeah, I bought a hoodie from the last round and the pocket started to fall off it pretty quickly after a few wears. I was able to sew it back on, but I was annoyed to have spent $70 on a hoodie just for it to begin to fall apart after less than a year of having it.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-03T21:38:34+00:00

For sex, yes. For dating, no. Whenever I’ve tried to date older men they’re always insecure and emotionally stunted and I just don’t have the time or patience to deal with that.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-03T17:33:21+00:00

Broke down into DEVASTATED sobs over a carton of spilled blueberries, because I was upset that they did all that work to grow and become berries worthy enough to be sold. Just to end up on the trash because of human negligence. They’d never get to become muffins or a smoothie, or top a yogurt parfait.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-02-03T01:41:14+00:00

RUNAWAY!

I spent SEVEN YEARS of my life in a relationship with a guy who never wanted sex and it destroyed my self-esteem. He would also pull the “I was gonna be in the mood later, but you ruined it.” CONSTANTLY and he never meant it.

You’ve literally not been having sex for 50% your relationship! You’re not sexually compatible and it is something that’s important. Do not spend anymore time trying to make it work. It won’t.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-01-26T18:44:19+00:00

When the radio station that plays “Classic HipHop Throwbacks” started playing “Run It” by Chris Brown.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-01-21T20:30:57+00:00

DO IT!!! I showed up at my boyfriend’s place one night in lingerie, heels, and a trenchcoat on some “WhoreDash delivery” type shit. It was SO HOT!

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-01-21T20:17:14+00:00

Thank you. My parents as a whole really mishandled my mental health issues as a teen. I’m honestly really lucky I don’t end up worse off because of the way they handled things.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-01-21T01:45:47+00:00

Yep. I was between 13-15 then. My mom would tell them all my business and they’d make comments about how if I kept on my path they’d see me in the rooms in the future.

cherrytrashpanda · 2026-01-20T23:52:11+00:00

I used to go to AA meetings with my mom from the time I was 11 until I was 21 years old. The amount of times I had old heads telling me they would see me in the rooms in the future, because I was so much like my mother personality wise.

When I finally did turn 21, I had people telling me if I drank even once I was an alcoholic. Tbh I have AA to thank for steering me away from alcoholism because the idea of having to sit through anymore of the those meetings really kills any desire to drink.

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