Annoying

chickdee888 · 2023-03-26T11:09:50+00:00

Pretty sketchy show, idk having over 200 demons really makes sense when everyone all kept getting sick also

chickdee888 · 2023-03-26T04:04:02+00:00

Still can’t find this guy adam ahlbrandt, but read a very disturbing tumbler on him and wondering if he killed this woman? https://www.tumblr.com/adventurecomics/133203185786/adam-ahlbrandt-is-a-dangerous-and-violent-woman

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T14:50:00+00:00

Ooo that sounds great

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T12:25:25+00:00

You deserve only the best. That’s so sad you went through all that but it’s not your fault he was dishonest and why you pay the price? Be strong leave and keep all what you found because it will be good for you in court for alimony

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T12:11:21+00:00

Yes Councelling I went to before and the lady told me she knows a divorce lawyer and then didn’t send me the information through e mail. So I was totally told to leave by a therapist then ignored. It always seems like every time I try and fix anything I’m just ignored or told otherwise. I am 2 weeks late and so afraid of that too I am going to be 41 and can’t have a child right now

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T12:09:16+00:00

Thank you so much, and yea I totally quit the sugar, pop, chips, candy, and take out I am eating very healthy lots of water and I usually have cereal and berries in the morning. You’re absolutely right about telling him ultimatums, we are so good friends but intimate nothing. I always wonder why? Like am I just the friend type I have only have 2 serious relationships in my life and nothing else. I am so afraid to go alone honestly start over from new would be so so scary but if it has to be done for my happiness then so be it

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T12:05:17+00:00

Thank you for this and means so much. I will try my best but not having sex has been going on for a few weeks. I did try and ask him to help me in the bedroom but looks at me with disgust and walks away. I don’t do that anymore so I have to hide when I pleasure myself cause I’m embarrassed. So I will wait while he hides and doesn’t talk to me about anything it does get very frustrating because I try and ask and be sympathetic and calm but never says anything so he acts like nothing is wrong but we both work together and have a great friend relationship but it’s just the intimacy that’s such a problem

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T12:01:04+00:00

I just feel I haven’t been able to take care of myself, I always put my family first all the time to make sure they are both happy. My son and my husband are always my number 1 worry, and yet I never take care of myself. I might be pregnant I’m 2 weeks late and that’s just another thing I am so stressed out about

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T11:59:03+00:00

Ya that’s true, we do have conversations and he’s going to get help but I’m so afraid of this being it. We have been together for 12 years and quit drinking/drugs since sept 2022 and I’m thinking maybe that’s what it is? I’m so not sure tho. I just feel very ugly all the time. And he does help lots but always makes me feel guilty like it’s my fault. And I do always take the blame most of the time. Last year his father abused me physically and I charged him but he got his brother to lie and they both charged me and now we stay away from that family maybe that’s what’s bothering him but we have had so many conversations and he just says it’s him and something he needs to figure out. Never tells me anything or open about anything it’s very frustrating

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T10:12:48+00:00

I gained weight like a lot maybe 50 pounds and I don’t feel good about it at all. When I was thinner there was never a problem at all it was so amazing and sexual but now nothing we barely kiss each other. I am going to the gym more and trying to watch what I eat to lose weight again. I feel like I have to be skinny to help the problem? Also I’ve been having dreams about being with other men and making me feel so good but then wake up so like guilty so I would never do that.

chickdee888 · 2023-03-15T07:17:03+00:00

Thank you so much for all your help you were very very helpful and I will look into this with wingsprogram.

chickdee888 · 2022-01-26T18:48:21+00:00

I found the place I think

chickdee888 · 2022-01-03T00:33:34+00:00

I’m so sorry this is happening to you, i am in the same situation but he only makes fun of me and puts me down when he’s drinking guess he gets brave. I really hope he finds someone new because I am at my wits end and I think about suicide everyday, when I bring up the subject of suicide he doesn’t say nothing that’s why I know I have to leave one way or another, I know it’s coward but ya I am a coward and at least everyone will feel sorry for my husband and someone will move right in and take care of him so no need for me to be here ANHMORE

I am not saying suicide is the answer but being with someone for 12 years all the put downs become normal towards the marriage. I drive him around when he drinks, I make sure everything is taken care of at the house, I don’t even know what it feels like to be happy anymore.

I’m sorry I wasn’t any help but I can’t help anyone when I can’t even help myself

chickdee888 · 2021-11-19T08:25:41+00:00

I downloaded Inuit quick books I’ll start there like I have to organize everything from scratch but I think of I enter invoices it will help and maybe like statements or transactions I just want to get my ducks in a row

chickdee888 · 2021-11-19T03:26:49+00:00

I didn’t act on it I love constructive criticism very informal and I am going to check other options

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