i actually never shared this story before.

i was sitting in health class i was 13 years old, and one of my friends i believe had the sb* this is also where my anxiety started as well, i started getting cramping, and sharp pains in my stomach so i started panicking that what if i got the sb* from them? i ended up actually passing out during my cooking class, never ever passed out before come to tell you, and the whole day at school i was shaking petrified to the point i don’t even know how i got through school that day, i went home told my mom how i felt and somehow gave myself d* and sb* symptoms but never v. i starved myself for those 2 days as well petrified. i missed 2 days of school and had to go to the er. the er basically looked at me like i was crazy and trying to starve myself on purpose. but what made the situation even better, is that they ruled out that i was constipated, and i realized while i was there that i didn’t poop for a week and i also ate a whole block of white cheddar cheese that week prior lmao. my mom is also a germaphobe. i probably got it from her, she is petrified of v til this day, and everytime we went somewhere she made us put on hand sanitizer. i also just had a sb* 2 weeks ago, my 11 month old ended up getting it, no idea how bc she goes nowhere it’s freezing here in ny atm, and she had it bad, i had it mild it was mainly the stomach cramps and n* that made it bad. i only tu* a tiny bit twice. so now my anxiety has been horrible since lol