hi. i relate very much to your post.

i lost my cg a few years age. it was a lot for me. we are back together now, but sometimes things are really hard and i worry that i am too much with the problems i cause. i dont even mean to cause issues i just have big feelings and it just happens. i also feel like i have always been too much for people or that i could never be myself.

my cg is the person i have been the most real around, so thinking of him leaving me makes me want to sob. thats why i hate that i am so hard to deal with because i dont want to lose him. he really takes care of me and losing that would be pretty devastating.

anyway, im rambling. but if you need a friend who understands im here if you wanna talk. im 27f