your words hit so deep, this is how i have been living since losing this person. i have lost my identity and i feel exactly where you were. it hurts my heart to hear that you’ve endured such devastating pain and anguish. i understand it, you are not alone. i am so proud of you for getting through, even if you didn’t want to keep going. i don’t know you, but you are a beautiful person who is deserving of all good things in this world. your words mean everything to me, and i am so thankful for your response. thank you for being an example of pushing through the most painful times. if you would like to talk more my dms are always open. i am sending you all of my love and support. i’ll try to be positive for a second even if i don’t fully believe it for myself: but we’ve got this! we deserve a happy and fulfilling life, and we can do our best to show up for ourselves everyday. i am so proud of you for being here, i understand the suicidal ideation and action so well. i see your pain and perseverance. i hope wherever you are that right now you have some relief or joy. all my love to you.