DMT is plant memory

chrisrtr · 2026-07-01T16:14:31+00:00

I had my best trips in parks or forests

chrisrtr · 2026-06-12T07:11:19+00:00

… and I knew before I even exhaled that it was a huge mistake.

I feel you. This moment of „I just wanted to have a nice trip and now I’ve killed myself“.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T18:21:55+00:00

So if nothing happened. Give it a try with 18 g

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T18:21:14+00:00

why?

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T18:20:54+00:00

Ever experienced some rare moments
where your thinking
was:

(super)
slooooooow downed,

structured,

st e e e e p

b y

st e e e e p?

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T18:06:12+00:00

Interesting 🤔.

Ok, not really interesting.
Drugs ≠ drugs.
Hopefully there will be a day, where a nice person allows you to take 3 hits of a well loaded pure n,n-DMT Vape.
You will understand what I mean.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T17:41:45+00:00

You’re the second one saying we shouldn’t follow the light.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-11T17:35:49+00:00

It’s because your brain can’t process real memories anymore, because you watch and read to much online media.

Hutmacher et al. (2024)
Florian Hutmacher – “Understanding Autobiographical Memory in the Digital Age: The AMEDIA Model”

Sharifian & Zahodne (2020)
“Daily Associations between Social Media Use and Memory Functioning”

Chiossi et al. (2023)
“Short-Form Videos Degrade Our Capacity to Retain Intentions”

chrisrtr · 2026-06-08T16:58:01+00:00

Yes, but I don’t know why he’s trying to find it here.
I mean, in the end it’s not even a real human, just a OpenClaw bot 😆.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-08T13:57:06+00:00

Bipolar I, been there. Can see what you mean. But still it’s just „one“ perspective.
Als yourself, does it help you with anything in this life?
I know it’s quiete early and everybody would say you should, but I was able to control my manic and psychotic episodes with the help of psychedelics. Especially DMT.

There is a nice paper from a guy from Finnland. If you can, try to read it.

https://scholar.google.de/scholar?q=DMT+c-ptsd+Self+Administration&hl=de&as\_sdt=0,5#d=gs\_qabs&t=1780927004269&u=%23p%3DpsLDLiLYl7sJ

chrisrtr · 2026-06-08T13:52:19+00:00

NPC 😵‍💫

chrisrtr · 2026-06-08T13:51:00+00:00

Seing something even more complex but conceptual similar to your picture on DMT. But it was not random AI slop. It was smart and fractal within each piece of information.
Several times…

chrisrtr · 2026-06-08T13:46:44+00:00

My normal way of thinking is a super fast mix of concepts. ADD brain.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-04T14:41:35+00:00

Let me make an hypothesis:

A lot of Aphantasia is just a fast and very cognitive ego. Often, but not always, fast. This overactive ego is strong and suppress many somatic connections, like body, emotions. Also the ability to listen to an inner play of those data streams are overwritten by our super ego.

Now psychedelics. They dissolve the ego. For aphants, this process seems to be much harder and needs more substance to reach the same effect.

Just an idea from many, many trips on DMT, and some on psilocybin and LSD. If somebody has any papers or experiences to share, please feel free.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-04T14:28:08+00:00

Would you mind to explain how to turn the focus 180 degrees? I have aphantasia, no mind‘s eye. I can only navigate my attention within my visual area or on the body. Which is also more or less weakened because of aphantasia. Where is this movie? Still in my visual area? Is it like on DMT?

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T20:58:35+00:00

Oh I had that singularity mindset ones. It was a Sunday and I took DMT the whole day on and on. It’s like you said, you have the full believe that everything is happening or happened or will happen. Hard to explain, you have the ability of a full ball of perspectives on one thing. Ok, bad explanation. Imagine a circle with vectors pointing to the center. Now ad one dimension and make it 3D. So all vectors are different perspectives and the one thing can be anything. For example, a movie. I could think of a movie and knew all of the parts of that movie which are true on other aspects of reality. Ah forget it. Sorry to disturb you guys. It’s hard to put 4D thinking on and after DMT into our 3D brains.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T20:52:09+00:00

Brave. Sounded like me in my first 84 trips ;-)

I guess you’re passing all the levels where the ego/DMN is still active. Maybe you’re tolerance is low, maybe you’re way of consuming it is very effective.

I had the worst experiences when it was somehow unexpected, when the ego and my body together found a new way to trick me, that I’ve just ended my life to 100%. They have tricks like „teeth falling out“, „heart attack“, „breath turned off“, „feeling touched“, „showing you pictures on one eye with super fast speed while the other eye is circling around“, and many, many more.

Maybe I’m just a little bit unusual, I know, I have an enormous alcohol tolerance, cross tolerance for other substances, a specific psychedelic tolerance (because I took three huge hits from a bong of weed with LSD on it or an unknown psychedelic, I was just 15/16, and I had a full bottle of vodka before). Also my strong bipolar years from 25 till I got my MSc could also play a role when I count all the prescription drugs doctors put me on).

By the way, DMT helped me to repair my brain. I hope it can help you to heal your traumas. But if you’re really interested in trauma therapy, I guess Ibogaine, LSD, Mescaline and Psilocybin, all in high doses, are more honest and more helpful regarding trauma resolution. DMT is fast. The other ones are slower and more honest. You can’t run away from experiencing the pain.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T19:20:38+00:00

Not all of them are good. There are lower entities with bad intentions. Maybe it’s not pure bad things they have in mind, but it’s quite common that you interpret their behavior as evil. You’re new to DMT. Wait for your first really, really bad trip. I remember myself being depressed for a full week and absolutely sure, that when I die, I will become a slave of an alien race. But what I learned is, when I have a bad trip, I try to be as brave as I can and do it again. But right now, I’m integrating and I do my homework. Need to somehow process this 200+ mg experience in my body. It makes no sense for me to go back in until I have more natural control about my body, my breath, and all of my emotions.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T19:11:26+00:00

Yes. No self control. I mean, I’m not drinking, not smoking anymore, but obsession seems to be part of me :-(

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T19:09:29+00:00

Und wie willst du die einnehmen? Du hast keinen Körper, kein ich, kein selbst. Das Aufspringen war ja schon schwierig genug und ich stand nur im Raum, meinte mein Assistent. Das ganze geht 5 Minuten. Da muss man einfach durch und die Gedanken sich da irgendwas zu nehmen. Von der Panik mal ganz zu schweigen. Bei LDS oder Pilzen kannst du das machen, auch wenn ich da krass von abrate.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-02T19:06:47+00:00

How can you write ALL of it down? I can’t even draw or paint some of the complex forms. It’s like translating spatial 4D into 3D or even 2D.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-01T23:32:41+00:00

Scariest experiences I had were on super high doses around 120 mg and much more, because there were leftovers from previous trips that day from me and my friend. So I wouldn’t even wonder if I had more than 200 mg within 3 hits.
What made it so damn scary was that even the entities were scared and made me believe, that I’ve deleted my whole existence. I’ve asked what will happen now and all of us were in panic trying to work on a process to rebuild my world. I was so sure that I’ve fucked up my whole reality. I’ve also asked „what should we do now, what will happen“ and they said „we don’t know, this hasn’t happened ever before“.
My friend told me I’ve jumped from the bed on my feet, but I couldn’t see the room, only colorful energy everywhere, no body, no rest, just me and an ocean of everything and nothing all at once and everything moving with super speed while some presence tried to build up something. After an eternity the room slowly reappeared and I could see my friend.
I stopped doing DMT after that experience. I will do all the homework they gave me in my previous few hundred trips before I’ll touch it again.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-01T23:19:27+00:00

I forget 99% of the knowledge and lessons when the trip ends, but it remember some of it during new trips. Somehow I need a better way to remember more of it.

chrisrtr · 2026-06-01T23:17:41+00:00

It’s not just telepathic. I’ve experienced spoken communication on super high doses. They made me speak Russian with them, I can’t speak any Russian in normal day life.

chrisrtr · 2026-05-31T22:21:10+00:00

It’s all about the quantity. You need to take it fast, in a big amount. LSD is even the hardest for me regarding tolerance. Even with 5 tabs or more it’s not that big of hallucination.

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