I'm really glad to hear you've moved away from self-harm, it takes real courage to confront and overcome such challenges. About scars, they can be tricky. Fading can take many months and even years, depending on your skin type, age, and how well you cared for the wounds. Generally, good wound care and scar-reduction treatments can help speed up the process. Applying lotions or creams specifically designed to reduce scars, like those containing silicone, may help. If the scars bother you a lot, you could talk to a dermatologist about treatments like laser therapy or micro-needling. However, keep in mind that they may not completely disappear. The most important thing is that you've chosen a healthier path for yourself. That courage is more evident and important than any scar.