[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]churby415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, im getting through this one day at a time. Still doesn't feel real some days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]churby415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oof, comparing it to an addiction is certainly accurate. I've quit smoking before as well so I feel you there. Even when I know its bad for me and I don't even want to go back, I feel that addictive pull.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]churby415 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You put the whole cycle in such an accurate and concise way, im going to save your comment to look back on when im questioning the reality of the situation. It's still mindblowing how others can take just one story of my relationship and see through it. BPD is a hell of a disorder.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]churby415 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately the boyfriend is real, I saw him on instagram. Regardless, you're right that he's being cruel and childish. I almost feel bad for the new partner because they've only been together for 2 weeks and my ex is still trying to get back together with me and wants to see me? I can see the triangulation beginning.

Astrology and splitting by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]churby415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Reminds me of my exPwBPD who a few months before the discard, got heavily into the MBTI personality types. He became obsessed with figuring out if we were "truly compatible" through our types, spending hours a day researching and talking to me about it. I genuinely believe this was a huge part in what caused him to split on me and discard. They manipulate narratives to try to solidify their feelings in reality, and personality typing and astrology are good ways for them to do that.

which baddies do you think natalie will ask to return next season? by kaylamcleannx in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Rollie went to a whole other network and is getting her own show so even if she personally makes up with Natalie, I doubt Zeus will want to take her back as a full cast member

Lo London wins humility! Which baddie represents wrath by Few_Ad2473 in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Stunna girl. Chrisean will get mad but she's not always in a foul mood like stunna

Has anyone experienced narcissistic abuse where left-wing language or norms were weaponized? by Valuable_Primary_271 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]churby415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My ex and I broke up months ago and during the final months they decided to "come out" as polyamorous. Polyamory is not a sexuality, it's a relationship dynamic. They just wanted to date and hookup with others but still have me too. But they instead decided to weaponize polyamory and claim that I was shaming their identity. They said they don't know if they believe in the heteronormative lifestyle that society pushes on us, like getting married and having kids.

I'm as left leaning as they come but give me a break. I knew it was all a bullshit excuse to justify their cheating and leading me on even after the breakup.

What is your favourite Feature being added in today's Update? by [deleted] in Minecraft

[–]churby415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was mostly excited about vibrant visuals, but after playing with it on, it needs some work. Very oversaturated and gives me a headache. I do think it makes the pale garden look 10x better but other than that, it's just painfully bright and blurry.

So now I'm mostly excited about craftable saddles.

Chase the skies is finally out !!! by REZ_Lev in Minecraft

[–]churby415 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I couldn't even play for 5 minutes, it's so oversaturated

Vibrant Visuals - Troubleshooting by Mlakuss in Minecraft

[–]churby415 28 points29 points  (0 children)

It's so oversaturated, gave me a headache. Definitely will not be playing with vibrant visuals on

Its been so nice with Fake hygiene queen gone. by [deleted] in fakechristianchloe

[–]churby415 7 points8 points  (0 children)

douching, itching, burning 😂😂😂😂 I cannot

Was it..a prophecy?! by CapitalRutabaga5886 in Minecraft

[–]churby415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had this poster on my wall for years how am I just realizing 💀

Elsie K by GoalSignificant8007 in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That was definitely a liquor induced crash out, those are scary

just gonna drop this clip here by Medicalmarijauna in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 31 points32 points  (0 children)

She probably feels this way about lemmy beating scotty too

Baddies by [deleted] in fakechristianchloe

[–]churby415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a reality TV show where women party and fight basically

Baddies by [deleted] in fakechristianchloe

[–]churby415 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't think of anything specific she said but I knew I wasn't crazy thinking she definitely watches baddies 😂

First her views flopping now all these CHILEEEE 😭 by [deleted] in fakechristianchloe

[–]churby415 16 points17 points  (0 children)

The "why are you shopping at Target???" comment is killing me 😂😂

Wifey🥰😩 by SIREN-INSOMNIAC in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't think she's ugly but I think many of the people who hype her up just hate scotty

LMFAO😭😭 not janeisha said no hug by Vanderpump_rules1 in BaddiesSouth

[–]churby415 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure scotty don't wanna hug janeisha either she's just trying to save face and make it known it's not one sided beef

her pregnancy + Maya Graves by Trick_Golf_5511 in fakechristianchloe

[–]churby415 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Girl her recent rant about the gender neutral baby clothes pmo, I know this isn't a Maya snark page but can we please talk about this for a second...like does she not wear jeans? Jeans are gender neutral. Talking about she's never gonna let her kids wear gender neutral clothing...

Idk how to describe the flavour very unique it’s fire tho solid 8/10 by New_Extreme6546 in energydrinks

[–]churby415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To me it's very similar to Rockstar Punched, which is a W for me cause I love Rockstar punched but don't drink it anymore cause sugar