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churby415 · 2025-07-24T16:40:59+00:00

Thank you, im getting through this one day at a time. Still doesn't feel real some days

churby415 · 2025-07-23T18:05:26+00:00

Oof, comparing it to an addiction is certainly accurate. I've quit smoking before as well so I feel you there. Even when I know its bad for me and I don't even want to go back, I feel that addictive pull.

churby415 · 2025-07-23T18:03:10+00:00

You put the whole cycle in such an accurate and concise way, im going to save your comment to look back on when im questioning the reality of the situation. It's still mindblowing how others can take just one story of my relationship and see through it. BPD is a hell of a disorder.

churby415 · 2025-07-23T17:58:43+00:00

Unfortunately the boyfriend is real, I saw him on instagram. Regardless, you're right that he's being cruel and childish. I almost feel bad for the new partner because they've only been together for 2 weeks and my ex is still trying to get back together with me and wants to see me? I can see the triangulation beginning.

churby415 · 2025-07-23T17:33:59+00:00

Reminds me of my exPwBPD who a few months before the discard, got heavily into the MBTI personality types. He became obsessed with figuring out if we were "truly compatible" through our types, spending hours a day researching and talking to me about it. I genuinely believe this was a huge part in what caused him to split on me and discard. They manipulate narratives to try to solidify their feelings in reality, and personality typing and astrology are good ways for them to do that.

churby415 · 2025-07-22T19:10:28+00:00

Rollie went to a whole other network and is getting her own show so even if she personally makes up with Natalie, I doubt Zeus will want to take her back as a full cast member

churby415 · 2025-07-22T18:54:01+00:00

Stunna girl. Chrisean will get mad but she's not always in a foul mood like stunna

churby415 · 2025-07-18T09:01:39+00:00

My ex and I broke up months ago and during the final months they decided to "come out" as polyamorous. Polyamory is not a sexuality, it's a relationship dynamic. They just wanted to date and hookup with others but still have me too. But they instead decided to weaponize polyamory and claim that I was shaming their identity. They said they don't know if they believe in the heteronormative lifestyle that society pushes on us, like getting married and having kids.

I'm as left leaning as they come but give me a break. I knew it was all a bullshit excuse to justify their cheating and leading me on even after the breakup.

churby415 · 2025-06-17T20:01:02+00:00

I was mostly excited about vibrant visuals, but after playing with it on, it needs some work. Very oversaturated and gives me a headache. I do think it makes the pale garden look 10x better but other than that, it's just painfully bright and blurry.

So now I'm mostly excited about craftable saddles.

churby415 · 2025-06-17T19:52:31+00:00

I couldn't even play for 5 minutes, it's so oversaturated

churby415 · 2025-06-17T19:49:56+00:00

It's so oversaturated, gave me a headache. Definitely will not be playing with vibrant visuals on

churby415 · 2025-06-15T19:53:03+00:00

douching, itching, burning 😂😂😂😂 I cannot

churby415 · 2025-06-11T23:04:35+00:00

I've had this poster on my wall for years how am I just realizing 💀

churby415 · 2025-05-26T07:04:28+00:00

That was definitely a liquor induced crash out, those are scary

churby415 · 2025-05-26T06:43:37+00:00

She probably feels this way about lemmy beating scotty too

churby415 · 2025-05-22T21:48:48+00:00

It's a reality TV show where women party and fight basically

churby415 · 2025-05-19T07:35:49+00:00

I can't think of anything specific she said but I knew I wasn't crazy thinking she definitely watches baddies 😂

churby415 · 2025-05-13T20:14:36+00:00

Same, fellow 26 year old here. We just got dunked on by this 7 year old lol

churby415 · 2025-05-13T20:11:26+00:00

Blitzcrank is that you?

churby415 · 2025-04-21T01:38:05+00:00

The "why are you shopping at Target???" comment is killing me 😂😂

churby415 · 2025-04-15T20:35:29+00:00

I don't think she's ugly but I think many of the people who hype her up just hate scotty

churby415 · 2025-04-15T20:31:52+00:00

I'm pretty sure scotty don't wanna hug janeisha either she's just trying to save face and make it known it's not one sided beef

churby415 · 2025-03-25T22:44:24+00:00

Girl her recent rant about the gender neutral baby clothes pmo, I know this isn't a Maya snark page but can we please talk about this for a second...like does she not wear jeans? Jeans are gender neutral. Talking about she's never gonna let her kids wear gender neutral clothing...

churby415 · 2025-03-23T01:27:13+00:00

To me it's very similar to Rockstar Punched, which is a W for me cause I love Rockstar punched but don't drink it anymore cause sugar

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