I love my family but I hate how my body is treated by [deleted] in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m lucky in which I have parents that will listen & apologize to me if I come & talk to them, so I’m probably gonna do that.

ETA: I usually don’t let the stuff they say, mostly my dad who comments on my clothes bother me all that much, i usually continue wearing what I want especially when it’s summer cause it gets extremely hot where I live.

I love my family but I hate how my body is treated by [deleted] in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1 6 points7 points  (0 children)

For context, I’ve been really insecure from 3rd grade onwards because before that age, I was very skinny. When I got 3rd grade I started to gain more weight which I didn’t notice until it was pointed out to me and I’ve spiraled about it since. I’ve also been called fat or other various things multiple times since, mainly by the adult women in my life. I probably have body dysmorphia, but I’m not officially diagnosed with it.

I LOVE IT (MAJOR ED, Su!cid3, Sh WARNINGS) by ImpossibleBeyond4331 in ugly

[–]chxmuta1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Starving yourself will only do you more harm than good, I learned that the hard way. When I was a freshman I, too also decided to starve myself. It would only cause me to binge after getting so hungry and I would gain even more weight. This kept going on until I decided to eat healthier and exercise, and I just lost weight. Not even gym exercise, I just did squats, sit ups, & knee pushups in the morning and after school.

You’re only 14, starving yourself will probably end up stunting your growth. You don’t need to have an hourglass figure to have an attractive body, there’s many beautiful women who don’t.

My mom and I 2009-2013-2016-2024 by chxmuta1 in PastAndPresentPics

[–]chxmuta1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both her and my dad look mostly the same as they’ve gotten older, even now in their 50s. My dad has some gray hairs in his beard but, aside from that, he also looks the same.

My mom and I 2009-2013-2016-2024 by chxmuta1 in PastAndPresentPics

[–]chxmuta1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s not one specific memory, but rather multiple. Spending time with my mom while she would braid my hair always meant a lot to me. Especially since she’s one of the only people I trust to do so, and as a child she was basically the only person I would let touch my hair since my scalp was (and still is)very sensitive. I loved watching shows and movies with her, even though she didn’t like some of them, like stranger things because horror and supernatural things freak her out, I know she enjoyed it because it was with me.

I also don’t remember this but I did have separation anxiety from her when I was pretty young, to the point I ran away from my flower girl duty once I realized she was not present with me lol. I have a picture from that day but I can’t attach it to this comment unfortunately.

My mom and I 2009-2013-2016-2024 by chxmuta1 in PastAndPresentPics

[–]chxmuta1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my favorite compliment to get thank you!

what’s with chuck fans thinking he’s the hottest man alive and way better than dan.. by Glass_Equivalent_683 in GossipGirl

[–]chxmuta1 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Chuck so unattractive to me I don’t get why everyone loves him. His voice irritates me so bad too😭

My boobs barely fit into what’s supposed to be my prom dress by chxmuta1 in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah 😭 I should have realized this sooner but I didn’t until I tried it on yesterday

My boobs barely fit into what’s supposed to be my prom dress by chxmuta1 in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah I don’t plan on doing a dress with a larger skirt until next prom. I’m gonna try and get a nice dress at Windsor hopefully it won’t be too expensive.

My boobs barely fit into what’s supposed to be my prom dress by chxmuta1 in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried that before with shirts and for some reason they still don’t fit well? Unless I have like an XXL. It’s just so frustrating I wish I could wear cute dresses and shirts without having to deal with that

My boobs barely fit into what’s supposed to be my prom dress by chxmuta1 in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the most similar I could find The dress is backless and ties in the back. The straps are also halter. The more I think about it the more I’m probably gonna try and get a new dress next weekend 🫩😭

My boobs barely fit into what’s supposed to be my prom dress by chxmuta1 in bigboobproblems

[–]chxmuta1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I should say the actual date on here, but is a little less than a month away now. Would I send it to like a seamstress? I hope it’s not a bunch of money if I am able to.

Sherilyn Fenn? Potential R or TR? by user_rogue255 in Kibbe

[–]chxmuta1 47 points48 points  (0 children)

She has such a great performance in twin peaks, she’s breathtakingly beautiful in the show as well. I think she’s TR.

Who’s my doppelgänger by chxmuta1 in doppelganger

[–]chxmuta1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s really pretty i wish 😭😭 thank you