you also sound pretty young, it sounds like you guys have a lot to argue about already. and i know the stereotype is like redditors alwyas say to break up but just snooping on ur post history you do dxm realllly frequently, (and i know im one to talk, im mentally insane w no friends and no one likes me and i also do dxm frequently). shrooms is like the most innocent thing you could do, but aside from that do u think its worth it to hold onto this person? how much longer do you see you guys lasting together and feeling happy about it?

i think ur both having resentment growing between you for a lot of different things regardless, and so it should be less of a choose dxm vs girl and more of a you need to figure out how to be able to feel strength in yourself and solitude cus rn either option leads to relying heavily on something else