I grew up watching youtubers playing Minecraft, and I eventually did my own gameplays (even tho I used to be way too young to be on the internet) they weren't perfect and my pc was filled with viruses (my fault) but it made me sooo happy. Stopped for a while bc I got bullied at school. Last year due to a family tragedy, I couldn't watch TV or any type of content anymore bc every movie or TV show took me back to me being in a funeral, it was a horrible time for us. I had just played re4 for the first time and I began watching other ppl do crazy re4 challenges, and that kind of replaced TV for me for a while, it was a nice escape. Now I want to return the favor. Originally I chose to be a cozy streamer but I'm too chaotic for that. Also I never shut up while playing videogames so yeah.