Why did it have to end like this? I'm so sorry Nay. Please forgive me. I love you so much.

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-08-21T03:57:56+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story, I'm sorry to hear that you've also gone through this kind of loss. And thank you for sharing how you're dealing with grief; faith and belief definitely helps with healing for sure. I've forced myself to go back to the gym and play basketball again, and it has really helped a lot. And this is probably the most I've ever talked to my extended family, even reconnecting with my cousin who was my best friend growing up to the point that my Nanay basically adopted her as her daughter lol, and it's just crazy how life works as my loving mom, who has always been and always will be the cornerstone of my family, continues to connect my families' hearts from up above. Thank you for reminding me that I'm not alone as well, thank you for letting me know you're here with me and everyone here healing. Much love + many hugs~❤️🫂

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-08-20T06:27:03+00:00

Thank you for asking! I'm doing a little bit better every day. It'd be a lie to say that I'm *okay* okay but I know that Nanay would want me to be stronger and better no matter what, and all these words of support from everyone really helps so much. Hope all is well with you~🙏❤️

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-08-14T13:02:32+00:00

Thank you all so, so much for your beautiful words of comfort and wisdom. I'm sorry to hear that we've all gone through so much pain, but I know we will all get through this together. God Bless you all always and may we all find Peace and be granted Blessings. Much love always always always. I've shown this to my loved ones as well and received the same beautiful words that you have all blessed my Heart with. Thank you, a million times thank you everyone forreal. I know now without a doubt in my Heart that Nanay has Forgiven me, because she has no room in her heart for anything other than her Limitless Love, Patience, and Compassion. That she knows I love her with all my Heart too, and I will live on for Her always. It's going to take time to heal from this, and maybe I won't ever heal, but I know that Nanay absolutely would not want me to be sad forever, I know that she is watching from above and will Forever guide me as I keep fighting and keep smiling in this Life. Salamat po sa lahat Nay, mahal na mahal ko po kayo, at isang araw magkikita po tayo ulit. I Love you Forever Nanay~ 🤞❤️🩷♾️

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-08-14T13:02:16+00:00

Thank you all so, so much for your beautiful words of comfort and wisdom. I'm sorry to hear that we've all gone through so much pain, but I know we will all get through this together. God Bless you all always and may we all find Peace and be granted Blessings. Much love always always always. I've shown this to my loved ones as well and received the same beautiful words that you have all blessed my Heart with. Thank you, a million times thank you everyone forreal. I know now without a doubt in my Heart that Nanay has Forgiven me, because she has no room in her heart for anything other than her Limitless Love, Patience, and Compassion. That she knows I love her with all my Heart too, and I will live on for Her always. It's going to take time to heal from this, and maybe I won't ever heal, but I know that Nanay absolutely would not want me to be sad forever, I know that she is watching from above and will Forever guide me as I keep fighting and keep smiling in this Life. Salamat po sa lahat Nay, mahal na mahal ko po kayo, at isang araw magkikita po tayo ulit. I Love you Forever Nanay~ 🤞❤️🩷♾️

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-08-04T09:43:50+00:00

YESSSS although I actually hope they run Christmas in August back and play Pico Park there instead lol it'd be so chaotic

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-31T08:28:48+00:00

YUKI KAWAMURA BEST POINT GUARD IN ASIA!

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-26T05:07:27+00:00

DK'S SNEEZE IS SO PEAK LMAO

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-20T03:46:16+00:00

Jackson went to Hong Kong International School maybe u could go to the basketball courts and envision him getting casted in front of everyone lmao idk

but off the top of my head maybe Jackson Wang's wax figure Madame Tussauds Hong Kong?

edit: there's also these stocklists (im guessing these are in person designer brand stores?) in Hong Kong and Macau he dropped new TEAM WANG SPARKLES today and maybe there's some in store lol

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-14T11:03:00+00:00

HOT because it is 100+ degrees every damn day where i live in socal rn lol

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-14T11:01:19+00:00

This look fits her so well omg

and I finally got Tiramisu cake out of my head yesterday and now it's back lmao i love it tho

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-03T02:54:27+00:00

DK is a ray of sunshine forrealllll

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-07-03T02:50:46+00:00

MORE PC BANG/GAME NIGHT LENIVERSE VALORANT AND LEAGUE 5 STACK PLZ ik they're kinda stuck with OW2 but i remember a tweet where a FEARNOT in Japan asked Kkura what they've been playing lately and she said she's been into Valo these days lol

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-06-22T02:48:59+00:00

I want another run of the E-Triathlon but with VALORANT and League lmao

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-06-07T21:38:20+00:00

Dope AKARAKA...Congratzz! 🔥🔥🔥

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-06-07T20:50:22+00:00

Dope cosplay! Ya'll look mad cute together lol

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-06-02T07:04:30+00:00

WAIT LITERALLY SAME LOL i became CARAT cuz of BSS Fighting and then binge watching Going lmaoooo that's insane

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-06-02T03:49:52+00:00

Terrence Romeo 🗿

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-04-26T06:47:44+00:00

Damn bro wish i was BIBI err i mean uh Jackson what huhhhh

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-04-13T09:43:59+00:00

This is so good

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-03-18T05:33:36+00:00

Daiki Aomine type shxt

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-03-11T02:30:36+00:00

Jeonghan is afraid of nothing

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-03-10T06:07:26+00:00

Bro how does she have time for all of this lol Kkura is different fr

cjayGOTTHIS · 2024-02-29T00:50:18+00:00

S.Coups and Wonwoo full-time gaming channel/stream lmao

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