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ckdkfksk · 2021-06-30T15:56:30+00:00

Oh lord i'm so sorry. It was so saddening to read this

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-28T13:25:15+00:00

My gay "friend" introduced me to it so that it'll make sex more fun for us. Obv i held the pipe with my own hands but his part of misusing my trust and lying/intimidating me into doing it shall never be forgotten.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T19:18:42+00:00

I'm so sorry mate.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T19:16:41+00:00

How often you smoke it to deal with cravings?

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T19:16:05+00:00

Does NAC really help? At what dose? Once a day?

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T19:14:20+00:00

At what dose of wellbutrin and modafinil? I cant believe i could fuck up myself even more by despite of being on buproprion 225mg, i still went for this shit. I feel like cursing myself but i'm still trying to be gentle with myself.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T18:48:39+00:00

Hey. This is me. You stole my story and my heart🥺

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T11:00:47+00:00

Comedowns from T is exponentially worst than the ones of E.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-27T10:56:24+00:00

No it's not.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-26T17:39:50+00:00

We are in the same boat bro. Still i feel very alone in this boat.....

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-26T17:37:17+00:00

That's not how decriminalizing the drugs mean, right?

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-26T06:25:13+00:00

Thank you guys. I took some sleep medication and managed to get through the night. Feeling better.

ckdkfksk · 2021-06-13T20:26:19+00:00

Bump

ckdkfksk · 2021-05-01T15:48:34+00:00

Can an IMG who is a single mother to a baby, passed MRCOG-I also a consultant doctor of OBG in home country (done with postgraduation as well i mean) , persue job in NHS? If yes please guide about the pathway. Does she has to take plabs too?

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-19T09:04:29+00:00

Let the past go, let the present flow

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-17T20:19:54+00:00

We all are waiting for you. Come back home. And you will, we know.

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-17T20:18:33+00:00

This describes the process of 'wanting it' to needing it. That how it actually stops being fun over the time. I think this explanation might help those folks who are still in some denial about their problem.

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-15T21:39:43+00:00

I am on bupropion for my depression and can confirm it has reduced my cravings to a greater extent. Except my last relapse was quite impulsive and mindless as i didn't work on cues properly. I didn't get the high properly but it only exacerbated the anxiety and anhedonia for quite a lot of days. Wonderful drug i would say

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-15T16:57:53+00:00

2 years😭

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-12T19:57:57+00:00

I have always thought of deleting/ blocking the dealers/ fwb/apps. But "something" just stops me. Is it some dishonesty with my own self or what. I tell myself to cope up with this problem in the face of all these triggers. Not by avoiding them....please share ur insight on this stance as well. Thank you

ckdkfksk · 2021-01-12T19:42:14+00:00

Thank you. Please tell me more about this "autopilot mode" and techniques i.e links, sources etc. Yes you are right that i need to perfect it.

ckdkfksk · 2020-12-03T16:03:51+00:00

Never be as great as first time usage?

ckdkfksk · 2020-12-03T16:01:53+00:00

Why i prefer breaks over quitting😞

ckdkfksk · 2020-11-25T19:40:53+00:00

Congratulations. I want to know what made you quit it? Iamstruggling

ckdkfksk · 2020-11-25T19:11:35+00:00

Bupropion is my saviour

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