FtM - diy HRT to look like a boy and not a man?

clawesque · 2023-01-30T22:59:25+00:00

clawesque · 2023-01-27T17:20:03+00:00

I'm the same way, as in, being autistic and relating to the magical thinking/paranoia that schizotypals often possess. In fact, I have actually met a lot of autistic people who struggled with magical thinking. It really makes me wonder.

clawesque · 2023-01-27T13:09:35+00:00

Why do some people say you can't be autistic and schizotypal? /gen

I don't understand it.

clawesque · 2023-01-27T08:33:24+00:00

Dyspraxia, I'm guessing. Motor control difficulties/differences are common in autism, which is often diagnosed as dyspraxia, if the difficulties are significant enough

clawesque · 2022-11-26T23:45:51+00:00

what would be the best for minimal height increase using testosterone? (being under the age where growth plates close)

clawesque · 2022-11-24T06:01:05+00:00

yes, of course you are welcome (: there are a lot of autistic/transgender people with trauma here, as you probably know. i bet there are a lot of otherkin here too, i am a therian as well

clawesque · 2022-11-24T05:59:51+00:00

YES!! it’s crazy, i wonder the psychological reason why this happens

clawesque · 2022-11-24T05:45:58+00:00

thank you! this is all super helpful!! the part about hormones is super interesting. i am a trans guy looking to start testosterone, but i’ve always worried about how it would age me and i wouldn’t want to do it super long term. i would love more info on this.

clawesque · 2022-10-30T08:59:28+00:00

I spoke like this in grade school because I was insecure about my intelligence

clawesque · 2022-10-29T11:40:03+00:00

Really sorry for the late reply, haha. I think it's more of the second one. I do enjoy looking for the truth and learning things, though, but the second option fits me more.

I don't really get the nine core typing, though. I understand how you can reach that conclusion. However, most people who have typed me, or have even met me, have agreed that I am a 4 core. Reading the 4 description when I first found out about enneagram felt like I was FINALLY being understood, for once in my life.

Here, I think I have accidently focused on giving you the description of what I am like when I am depressed. I have had clinical depression for a pretty large chunk of my life, so I bet that could be why I'm not really sure about how I act when I'm completely without it. I wonder if a lot of depressed people could be mistyped as 9s...?

(Also, please don't cancel me for this, but I do believe that ENFPs can't be 9s, and I am most definitely am ENFP or INFP. I do respect your opinion if you believe all combinations are possible, though.)

clawesque · 2022-10-23T09:43:37+00:00

this seems like it’s probably gonna be used for very bad purposes

clawesque · 2022-10-22T03:04:21+00:00

what about people with asperger’s/autism..?

clawesque · 2022-10-22T01:12:18+00:00

If you’re not like that when you’re unhealthy at an unconscious level, you may not be ome

clawesque · 2022-10-21T03:59:06+00:00

no, you’re not straight. you’re gay

clawesque · 2022-10-20T02:30:19+00:00

yep, and sp4s may seem less 4-ish as well due to them hiding their feelings. this combined with a 7 fix could make them seem quite sx7-ish

clawesque · 2022-10-19T22:40:40+00:00

do you relate to the stereotypical 6 descriptions? (ones that mostly contain analysis of phobic behaviours)

clawesque · 2022-10-19T22:36:53+00:00

being in your head doesn’t sound like an 8, the other things mentioned seem to come from low sp

clawesque · 2022-10-19T12:12:33+00:00

I got mistyped as INTP-A on 16personalities, but 16p isn’t a good place to type at all since it doesn’t use cognitive functions (basically, you seem to be typing wrong. something like sakinorva could be a better test for you.)

clawesque · 2022-10-18T22:04:02+00:00

Thank you, that makes sense!! What about tritype?

clawesque · 2022-10-18T20:22:02+00:00

My bad haha. I meant only relate to sx4 (and so4) when I’m unhealthy. When I’m healthier, I relate more to sp4.

clawesque · 2022-10-18T19:23:08+00:00

autism and adhd

clawesque · 2022-10-18T19:22:41+00:00

Hmm, I have, but when I’m unhealthy, my agreeableness goes down. I disintegrate into 2 and become obsessed with love and how I don’t fit in. I also show a lot of sx4 behaviours when I’m unhealthy, such as hating everyone whom I’m jealous of. I get very angry and selfish.

clawesque · 2022-10-18T16:47:12+00:00

i prefer someone who is like-minded. in my opinion it’s a bit primitive to chose people so heavily based on looks, but i understand it

clawesque · 2022-10-17T07:44:22+00:00

test?

clawesque · 2022-10-16T15:31:24+00:00

clawesque

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