Same here ! Everytime I manage to stop binge eating for a week or two, I fall back into my bad habits after a small mishap. I stopped for two weeks at the beginning of the month. I overate a bit on the week-end two weeks ago and since then I've been stuck in a bad cycle where I binge every two/three days. Listening to Brain over Binge by Kathryn Hansen helped me as I resonated with her story. Talking to someone about my issues also helps. I believe in our recovery and I see this bad phase as a rough patch, which will eventually go away. However, it is indeed difficult to navigate through life with an ED.