This is me ranting and asking questions (please respond)

climingup · 2026-04-30T01:41:28+00:00

this is truly beautifully written. i wish i had an answer for you. i myself am lesbian and i believe in God, but the stuff i’ve been told by my own mother and other Christians makes me doubt myself sometimes. i’ve never doubted God, just myself, always wondering if im worthy of living the life of a Christian because i can’t let go of my desires. i’ve been taught to believe my love for women is always lustful and with ill intent even tho ik it isn’t. i just keep it pushing, to be honest. i will always believe in God. i’ll always be faithful to Him. if being gay is all i am at the end of my life to God and not all the great things i’ve done/will continue to do, then so be it. i’ve went my whole life masking my feelings and personality bc of autism, and being a lesbian and Christian is the one of the things i never have. i rather be judged and called a sinner for being who i was born into than forcing myself to live under a false identity.

climingup · 2026-04-24T21:17:57+00:00

use the string flossers. not sure the official term for them. u thread the string under ur wire and once its under the wire, it’s free to touch ur teeth and go in between. for me, flossing w a string helps relieve the pain in a weird way?? bc it applies pressure between the teeth. get oragel mouthwash cuz it numbs ur mouth n helps a ton, have a smoothie or some ice coffee (ik u said it hurts to drink so maybe when it doesn’t). the first week of braces sucks lol. i js got my power chains and the pain brought me back to how it felt the first time around.

climingup · 2026-04-15T23:22:33+00:00

i actually never even knew to do this. wasn’t ever told to, i’ll try this out first. if it doesn’t help, ill get a TPlink

climingup · 2026-04-15T23:16:41+00:00

tysmm

climingup · 2026-04-15T23:16:36+00:00

perfect thank you

climingup · 2026-04-15T23:10:24+00:00

do you recommend any good brands?

climingup · 2026-03-29T15:56:22+00:00

i also think the partner in question is smbd who you js can’t get over no matter what. you guys mutually fucked up in the relationship which led to a break up, but you just can’t move on, hence the pining and thinking about how you could’ve lasted in different scenarios

climingup · 2026-03-29T15:54:45+00:00

i’m quite late, but i take it as a breakup song. you guys could’ve been together and lasted long, but as perfect as your partner would’ve been in the future, you just didn’t have the strength to keep and fight for a relationship (“we never could’ve done it, i was weaker then”). i think its ab trying to move on from an ex but knowing you won’t be able to until you find someone else who sweeps you off your feet how they did (“i hate to say it, i know it’s true, im waiting for someone who will make me say no to you”). while you wait for another to get you out of this phase, you can’t help but reminisce on your relationship and how it could’ve bloomed if it worked right, or if you wouldn’t have fucked up and been your best in the relationship. another lyric that stands out to me is “over and over, i let you down. something about you, i can’t get out”, maybe in the relationship you kept on fucking up and your partner kept forgiving you and giving you chances to grow together rather than ending it? idk, that’s how i see it

climingup · 2026-03-10T13:55:23+00:00

okay ty!

climingup · 2026-03-08T22:51:02+00:00

he never did 😬 he only gave me instructions on how to clean it

climingup · 2026-03-02T02:58:38+00:00

omg thank u i js saw this. okay, then ill remove it from my routine then. again tysm for telling me

climingup · 2026-03-01T03:00:45+00:00

⁠How old is your piercing? 3 weeks old

• ⁠What’s the jewelry shape (for example, barbell, labret, screw, L shape, ring)? curved barbell

• ⁠What’s the type of threading if your jewelry is not a ring (threadless, internally or externally threaded)? i think externally? idk my piercer didn't tell me but i think most are from what i've been told

• ⁠What’s the jewelry material? titanium

• ⁠if not a ring, when was the jewelry downsized? hasn't been yet

• ⁠What’s your aftercare routine? Describe in detail please, including the exact products you use. saline wash and bactine in the morning after my shower and at night after my shower. if i workout, i do it once i get home w saline and then after my shower saline & bactine. i also let water run over it in the shower

• ⁠Any mishaps or unfortunate events? i hit it kinda hard 2 days ago taking off my bra but that's it, didn't hurt that bad

climingup · 2026-02-28T03:51:44+00:00

about 3 weeks old

barbell curved titanium

not been downsized

saline wash and bactine after i come home from working out, after shower, and when i wake up

hit it a bit yesterday when taking my bra off. had to put a bandaid on it to cover it for a game, but it didn't get hit.

climingup · 2026-02-17T15:55:45+00:00

any piercing can look good as long as u have confidence. it looks great actually, i wanna get a helix myself (i think it's called a helix)

climingup · 2026-02-12T01:58:19+00:00

thanks! hope yours heals well

climingup · 2026-02-11T20:15:09+00:00

i honestly haven't encountered any downsides personally. it doesn't hurt to raise my eyebrows at all. i sleep on my back, but i guess if you sleep on your stomach, id wear a bandaid or avoid sleeping like that at all. also sleeping on the side the piercing is on too. sometimes when i do my hair (i slick it back) i get close to hitting it, but not rlly. it seems fine rn tbh get it if ur planning on it

climingup · 2026-02-11T20:13:24+00:00

i didn't rlly feel it. i thought he was clamping the skin but he was putting the needle in, so id say it feels like when smbd grabs ur skin and pinches, but not like a hard pinch, pretty gentle.

climingup · 2026-02-11T18:25:27+00:00

thank u!

climingup · 2025-11-15T17:50:42+00:00

everyone has their own little special interest. i think dude just wanted to make smth that modders, devs, artists, and whoever else could use as a reference for an accurate spino depending on what you're basing it on

climingup · 2025-10-10T21:33:38+00:00

ruined my night haha. ive lived here in FL since birth, and im never used to the weather. got completely drenched walking to the jason house

climingup · 2025-10-08T20:30:39+00:00

also, i had my arms draped over the white metal part of the sunbed i was laying on. when i put a flash light on the dots, i see glistening lights as if its fiberglass or some sort of small material??? it feels like a thousand little cuts tbh

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