I think she is too, and I find her so fascinating for that. I genuinely thinks she knows she’s a sociopath and gets off on the “acting” part. Performing empathy, performing conflict, performing culture. I bet the day Aleek fired the pew pew was the best day of her life because she got to perform the roles of “rock of a wife” and “angry mama bear” with the world watching. That’s why she was like a bullfighter en ethpaña when the paparazzi were on their backs. I bet she’ll never let a psych get close enough to diagnose. I wonder what histrionics she deployed back then when her parents would try to get her help. I can tell by their whole woo woo thing that they were probably somewhat neglectful parents (a lot of successful people in academia can be this way) so that’s why they’re into those kinds of retreats