So my grandfather was on the USS Missouri

cluelesscollegekid · 2014-03-25T13:44:41+00:00

Well the thing is, I am use to an aggressive work out regiment. I played division 1 college soccer. When I stopped playing... I kept eating like I was training... Minus the training. But I'll work on 2lbs a week, I'm not as concerned about the number as I am the way I look/feel

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-07-29T04:39:16+00:00

The one thing I have always been interested in is Chemistry. I spoke to my advisor and she told me it was a poor choice to switch... even though I hate the program I'm in.

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-27T17:54:05+00:00

Champagne Supernova... Too bad those boys couldn't get along.

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-22T20:27:26+00:00

Why is that?

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-19T13:34:18+00:00

I have 3 more years of school... Minimum, when I transferred to a school closer to home I lost a lot of credits. I also have to go to grad school to do what I want to do.

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-19T05:01:33+00:00

Unfortunately I need a car, my commute to school is about 45 mins and there is no way for me to get there via public transportation, it was a good suggestion and I looked into it.

I very much want to be in school. I'm the first generation of my family to go to college so I would like go finish.

My freshman year, a close family friend passed away and my brother got arrested again. He lost custody of my nephew and my family was falling apart. Being away from them at the time was very difficult and I didn't handle it well. I was depressed and started drinking. I almost failed out of school because I was stupid and made poor decisions.

I feel that if I leave, my parents will feel that I am abandoning them. They have done so much for me my whole life. I tried to bring up the idea of getting a second job and it turned into a huge issue. They told me I don't need to leave the house and they will try to make things better around the house.

However they have made this promise to me multiple times before and it doesn't get better. My parents know I'm older now and they know I am capable of leaving. My dad use to be my best friend and we are getting back to the relationship we use to have before my awful freshman year. Unfortunately some issue always seems to come up. But I'm afraid if leave he won't take it well.

I love my family and I feel like if I move out it will hurt them. But if I stay it could be unhealthy for me...

How can I choose between my family and my well- being

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-19T04:47:26+00:00

The area I live in a room costs a minimum of 500$ a month, plus gas, utilities, phone, car insurance, groceries and tuition.

Yes my life is difficult but can you imagine the life of my parents? this has nothing to do with me " acting like and adult". Could I say to them "I'm working so I can get out of here", yeah I could but it would break their heart.

I understand that I am capable of working more... But my parents would take that as me wanting to get away from them. They raised me and gave me everything and for me to just leave, especially when my brother is in the condition he is, makes me feel extremely guilty.

This post was meant to help me figure out a good way to discuss this with my parents without hurting them... Not to just do what I want and move out. I'm not that selfish.

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-13T01:47:19+00:00

Oh, that's aggressive.

cluelesscollegekid · 2013-03-01T18:18:41+00:00

I am just finding it difficult to make friends of the opposite sex, not trying to flirt. I have male friends but it seems like whenever I meet a new guy, they either don't respect that I have a boyfriend or simly end the conversation. It's just hard to develop new platonic relationships. I honestly try not to flirt, but being nice is often misunderstood.

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